Man, do we miss you. I remember so much about us in kindergarten like it was yesterday, I remember I would always go to school crying because I didn't wanna stay in class and you would hold my hand and tell me to stop crying. We would take naps right next to each other and get in trouble for talking and giggling. Omg lol and then when I cut my hair and you snitched on me and I couldn't use scissors anymore...
I still can't accept it. I miss you. I remember I got to your baby shower all late but I was able to see you and I asked you, are you reaas and you said girl I want him out already lol. I went to your house the day you had gotten out of the hospital. .. I think and I was able to hold Luciano I was telling you and Liz that I was going to take him because he was the most cutest calm baby ever.... until you changed his diaper boy did he get mad.You were so happy with him you love him so much and now hes surounded by great amazing strong and lovable people who will always be by his side no matter what... I hope this was something I didnt remembered,because I wish it never happened. I was so excited because my birthday was the next day. Then my mom called me and she asked "where are you , I said in class, and then she told me to step out so I did, she said I want you to be strong I know how much she meant to you and I know that today is your day.. I was like mom what's going on ... Amanda has passed away ... my phone fell and I couldnt hold my tears I went running to my car and drove to tios... Mandy I miss you but I know you're up there guiding your son you can be with him and guide him to the right direction. Just never thought it would be you who I would be writing R.I.P. for. God has gained another beautiful and strong angel.