October 19, 2015
October 19, 2015
To my sister I miss everything about you. Today marks the day of your one year anniversary that you went home to heaven.We had such big plans.I know you're in heaven watching down on us. I know I made promises that if this was to happen I would see through
I guess when I make those promises I didn't believe you would be going so soon I didn't know how I would have no control over certain situations it breaks my heart right now I wish you were here and life could become normal as we once knew it. Everyone misses you and has changed in many ways. I wish I had called that morning with the drama I didn't want to bother you with thinking maybe you would have been here instead. I thank you for coming and spending time with me last summer. P.s Mom kept Jessi Life jacket she started in again saying it was Taylor's though you told that one had been gone. I wish I had listened and taken it home. I wish you were here to tell her again. Yeah the drama still the same just different characters. I know now what people mean when they the good Lord giveth and the good Lord taketh away, so I will do my best to please him and appreciate what I have today and those who love me, and are a part of my life. Thank you for Niece and nephews. They are so much like you. They are the part of you that left here to love and be loved to protect be protected Nick doesn't let me have them maybe in certain situation I get a little time with them but not much. Not like when you would let them stay the night with me. I miss you and I'm trying not to be bitter about it all just so hard sometimes. I love you my beautiful little angel
I guess when I make those promises I didn't believe you would be going so soon I didn't know how I would have no control over certain situations it breaks my heart right now I wish you were here and life could become normal as we once knew it. Everyone misses you and has changed in many ways. I wish I had called that morning with the drama I didn't want to bother you with thinking maybe you would have been here instead. I thank you for coming and spending time with me last summer. P.s Mom kept Jessi Life jacket she started in again saying it was Taylor's though you told that one had been gone. I wish I had listened and taken it home. I wish you were here to tell her again. Yeah the drama still the same just different characters. I know now what people mean when they the good Lord giveth and the good Lord taketh away, so I will do my best to please him and appreciate what I have today and those who love me, and are a part of my life. Thank you for Niece and nephews. They are so much like you. They are the part of you that left here to love and be loved to protect be protected Nick doesn't let me have them maybe in certain situation I get a little time with them but not much. Not like when you would let them stay the night with me. I miss you and I'm trying not to be bitter about it all just so hard sometimes. I love you my beautiful little angel
