Well, it's been going on 7 months now since Amber soared with the eagles on her precious yet peaceful journey home. Amber & I had & still have that 'special' bond that will be forever. I treasure our last few special talks & the things you've asked of me to do for you, at times it's hard, but I manage to get them done because you were never a selfish person, you loved & cared for so many <3 From the 1st time I held you in 1985 to the last hug on Thanksgiving 2018 there at the hospital with you & family...you've been heavy within my thoughts & heart & missing you so much at times that I shed those tears of love knowing you're so happy in heaven. Thanks for forgiving me on that issue we shared about being family, & I remember all our talks, thank you for being YOU-a very outgoing, thoughtful, loving, caring & devoted individual that you were so recognized for with that beautiful yet radiant smile always on your face, you never gave up the battle, your body just got tired & God lifted you to your new life of eternity & beyond...Amber, you're forever embedded within our thoughts, hearts & we love you still as you are now a Guardian Angel for us all, love you to the moon & beyond all the stars within your grasp <3