My sweet Amy.  You are still forever on my mind.  I don't think that will ever change.  It's been 15 years.  Wow.  Seems like just yesterday that my heart was crushed into a trillion pieces.   But then again it seems like I haven't seen your beautiful face or heard you contagious laughter in 100 years.  I remember when you were little and Stephen hit you as you walked by him and you just turned around and whopped him with your bottle.  Haha!  That was my girl.  You had spunk!  Something I don't have.  I admire you girl.  You were everything I wished I was.  But like a supernova your brightness was cut out way too soon.  You were a very bright spot in our home.  I also remember when you were only 10 months old, you just stood up in the floor and walked across the room!  Haha!  Only you Amy!   And when you were about 18 months old, you would bring a clean diaper to me and lay down for me to change you!  You had life to live and not much time to do it, so you said let's get this show on the road!   I guess that is why you were so passionate about so much.  You knew somewhere deep inside that you didn't have much time to do all that you could.  I am so sorry you could not stay with us.   It makes me very angry a lot of times.  Probably most of the time.  I love you baby girl.  Always.  I will always love you.