Amy, I never got to tell you how proud I was of you.  I pray that you hear me somehow.  I try so hard to remember the good times we had like cruising up the mountains with the T-tops out just singing our hearts out.  Dobie Gray was our song and we sure sang loud and proud!  Growing up together, playing chinese jump rope and those romper stompers were the greatest.  You are and will always be that girl that made everyone smile.  You had a heart bigger than the earth and helped everyone.  I'm angry that you left and you know that.  Damn it I need you, your Mother and children need you!  We will never know why but what we do know is what you told me and your mom.  Trust that we wont stop til we find the truth.  You worked so hard to change your life around, the hours you worked were unbelievable and you did it!  You could do anything you wanted, so intelligent, and talented except for singing nursery rhymes, lol  I just want you to know that you will live not just in my heart but in the hearts of people who counts in your life and death.  I love you, I only wish I could have saved you.