Andrae I never thought I'd be writing to you in my heart..You not here has been by far the hardest thing I've had to deal with. My heart is beyond broken, It's shattered on August 17th, 2011. The dissapointment we faced in life then and now some so trivial to me. I would have taken your ups and downs anytime. Then having to be without you. I try and look at this as a blessing. Because like your mother you had a bit of a temper and even tho you had a love for all and would pull over in a minute to help someone.A good heart you did have. Things are changing in this world everyday and not for the better. Someone may have pushed you to your edge. And you would be in prison or hurt someone or be hurt. People are heartless and taking lifes like nothing. Just as yours was because of a disreguard for life in this world today. I thank God sometimes you aren't here to deal with this, I Thank god for you everyday but cry when I have to face you not being here. We all miss you so much. You were loving, caring, fun, silly, creative, smart and full of life and loving life. You had good taste (like your momma), a pretty handsome, not perfect but great guy, And deeply loved. I miss you so much, I pray for the strenght to keep me going everyday. It;s hard but we are pretty toughcookies. I loved you then I love you now and always will. And can hardly wait to be with you again. Thinking, Missing and Loving You Always. Momma