I love you and miss you so much. They say it gets easier as time passes..but thats not true. I see everything more vivid, i feel the pain deeper, the longing stronger, as time passes. The questions, the memories, ten fold. There are so many things i would have done differently..id hold u longer, fight less, understand more. You were taken too soon. I wish more than anything that i hope u left earth knowing i loved you..i hope u knew i was sorry..i hope u felt me there. I hope u knew that i felt lucky to be yours..that my plans were with u. That i wanted us to get through what we were going through and that i had every intention of going back home to you. But time ran out. I never thought youd be gone from me forever. Time ran out. And i will never be the same without you. I ache for you. My love...you left earth loving me and ill do the same. Until i see you again watch over me, let me feel you, because this feeling of being in this world without is almost too much to bear. Ive always loved you snuff, i love you still, and forever will. Boo boo..i love u and miss you. Til im with u ill never forget u...