Oh my darling baby boy, for that is what you will always be to me. I remember the moment they put you in my arms just like it was yesterday. You were such a beautiful baby! The moment you started trying to talk, a d when you walked on the day you turned 1! Those were but 2 of the milestones your papa and I shared with you. We wanted you so much, and when you were born we became a family. I still turn around to ask you something and remember I will never hear your voice again , at not least in this system of things. ❤ I miss you so. my heart broke when I lost you. Your 40th birthday is coming up soon - just another day I will grieve for you.

Your daddy took a big chunk of my heart with him, but my darling baby, you left me with a hole you could drive a freighter through. Every day, many times a day, I turn to ask you a question or seek your opinion, sometimes even to ask what you want for dinner.