Hi Andrew. It's grandma. You have been on my mind so much lately. Sitting here thinking of all the years we missed, but mostly my fault we did. If I could have do overs, I would spend more time getting to know you. Hope you can forgive me and will meet me when it is my time. Love you and miss you.

It has been 4 years but feels like 4 days. Miss you and Amanda. Grandpa is very sick and may see you before I do. Please take care of him, if he does, until I get with all of you. Love you dear grandson and miss you

Hi Andrew. Can't believe it's been 4 years. I'm doing good, but grandpa, not so much. Your mom is excited about the house they are building. Wish you were able to be here to help your brother as he is helping her. Miss you. Wish you and Amanda were here. Love you both. Grandma.

My Andrew, down here missing you like crazy. Happy birthday my Andrewski, heard a song last night you and your sister used to listen to your niece Jasmine still does. Not a day goes by I don't think about you three kids and wish you guys were here. I know you would be helping us build the house and be so happy and excited for me. Oh and have big dreams of what I could do here or there in the house and on the property lol . And I know your sister would be coming up here too. But your baby brother Cj has been doing an out standing awesome job and watching over and help me as much as he can. He is awesome you guys would have had a blast help me build the house. I love and miss you so so much. Have an awesome amazing day in heaven son as you celebrate with your sister and brother Ben.
Love, Mom

It has been three years but feels like yesterday since you left us. You are still missed everyday. I can just see you and your sister hanging out in Heaven. Someday we will all be together again but in a much better place than here on Earth. You and Amanda have never been forgotten and never will be. Love you , Grandma.

It has been a long three years. It is still painful, but getting a little easier to move forward without you and Amanda. I have had Manda visit me a few times and now I am waiting for your visit. Your mom is doing somewhat better but misses you, like we all do. I wish I could have spent time with you when you grew into a man & father. I hope you are at ease now and I know you are free of pain and the horrible addiction that got a hold of you. I know you are looking and smiling down on us. Happy Birthday in Heaven. Love and miss you. RIP xoxoxo, Grandma H.

Hi Andrew, it's taking me a day since the second day of your passing to write on here. God has been easing the pain of losing you kids. And I thank God for that, but there isnt a day that goes pass you guys are not on my mind. Just like my Grandpa, as many years ago that God took him home too. When God takes me home we all can be together in eternal life and never have to leave heaven. None of us will ever have to have fear,pain,anxiety, or worry. I know that you and your sister and brother was loaned to me from God for a little while. I just wish I could have had just a little longer, for more hugs and I love you mom. But some day I wont have to wish for that anymore, It will be God's grace in heaven. I love and miss you like crazy even tho I worried all the time about the drugs taken you and your sister away from us. Just to see you guys one more time of not being on them would heal my heart for sure. I know you dont have them addictions anymore so I guess if I look at it that way I can see both of your faces with smiles and love in your hearts for everyone helps heal my heart from that. Now in two days April 13 th you guys celebrate the day Amanda was born you give each other hugs,kisses and I love you from mom.
Love and miss you,Mom

Andrew, Happy Birthday my son you are 33 today. I'm so happy you have no more pain,addictions, depression or anything anymore, but parts of my heart are gone now that you kids aren't here. Your sister Jamie and your brother C.J. could use a hug just to let them know you will always be by there side and Reimy sure could use it too. I know you visit by the things you do and so does Manda. Keep it up you too, I love your visits if only for a second or two. I miss you guys everyday and it's been hard not have you guys here. Oh ya your gonna be a great uncle so pick on your sister a little because she will be a grandma soon. I love and miss you. Love, mom

Happy Birthday Andrew. Wish you were here. We all miss you and Manda. A lot of things are going on right now, but you already know this. You and Mandy take care of each other and watch over your mom. She misses you so much. Love you.
Grandma H.

Hello Dear Grandson. Tomorrow, 2/8/2020 will mark two years since your sister left us. I hope you are looking after each other. Miss you both so much. Wish I could have spent more time with you both, but that is to little to late. You both will live in my heart forever. Hoping to visit your resting place again this summer. I know you are both with us everyday. Love You.

Dear Andrew, It seems like just yesterday you left us. I have your and Amanda's pictures right by my computer, so everytime I am on the computer, I see your faces. I miss you both and look forward to seeing you again some day. Take care of each other and let us know how you are doing. Even if it is just a kiss of the wind on our faces or the smell of a flower. Love you forever.

Grandma Hardenburgh

Andrew it's New Years day and you would of had an awesome time last night most likely out partying with your sister Amanda, both of you making promises to each other and how this would be the best year ever. Making plans for everything to work out for the best. I can see you two you as you listen to your sister giving you her big sister advice and hugging each other as you make those promises,taking a drink and a toke together. And you telling her you got this as you always told me. Keep watching over your son he really needs to know you are here for him in spirit touch his shoulder or remind him of something you had talked about together. And as you say I'm saying to you Andrew I got this but it is hard, everyday I'm reminded of getting the news you are gone. So it is a double whammy everyday I get that you and Amanda are gone. So who ever said it gets easier is a liar, because my heart still hurts so much. Please be by your sister's and brothers that are still here and that go on with out you. Just touch them to let them know you are with them too. And you and Amanda with the tricks you still do to us,makes me laugh so much thank you for that is you always know when to let me know in spirit you are by me. Andrew I will always love you for ever and always.
Love,mom

Andrew its been so hard without you and your sister, I think I'm doing good handling things and then something new comes up, and so wish you guys were here when I need all of you kids to be here and to help get thru. And your sister Jamie and brother Cj are hug troopers but we all could use you guys hugs and I love you's to help get thru the struggles and to lean on each other as a family should do. Your dad and Sheri miss you too, and kodi,shelby,and Bethany too. We live everyday wishing we just had one more day or heaven had visiting hours. Because if it did there would be a waiting list just to come see you guys. Always and Forever in our hearts,and on our minds. Love, mom till we meet again.

Hey Drew, I’m sorry I haven’t wrote anything in the past few days: I’m lost without you at times.
It’s been a year, I still think of you everyday, and will continue to do so. I miss you dearly.
I miss the days when we could laugh for no reason, and hang with our friends or family.
You gave me a wonderful, pain in the butt, smarty pants and super intelligent son! I thank you for that. I know you are watching down on us and making sure things are taken care of, as you always attempted to do in one capacity or another.
Your son is super strong in so many ways.
Sending love to an angel in my life.
RIP

My Dearest Grandson. It has been a very hard day today. My heart is still hurting today as much the day you left us. I regret not being the kind of Grandma you needed. I will see you again and than I can hug you forever. Miss you and your sister everyday. Love, Grandma H.

Today is one year you left us and all your pain here on earth. I know you are in a better place and with us in spirit. It still feels like I'm just finding out you left us for the first time.The heart ache is a daily thing for you and your sister. I didnt even get time to mourn Amanda's leaving us and then you son. It's an every day battle for me. I love you and miss you,more then I can put into words. And I keep the memories of you and Amanda high on my list. Love, mom

Happy Birthday to our first born grandson. You would have been 32 yrs. old today. It has been almost a year since you left us. Wish we would have spent more time with you. Maybe I could have helped you down a different path, but I will never know. I will see you in Heaven. I am sure that is where you are. God does not punish us for what we do on earth. Love You Andrew.
Grandma.

Andy
We had some good times growing up together and you were one of my good friends and I still think about the good times we had. I wish I could of helped you more to go down the right path because I could tell alot was going on with you and I felt bad. When I heard what happen I cried because you didn't deserve what happen. You will forever be remembered in my heart. Love ya man

You were my brother. We went through everything, thick and thin. It's only been this last year that I can remember a time without you. It's still very raw in my heart and mind. I'm doing what I can for your siblings. I've been talking with your mom more too. I miss you. I miss when things were simple, staying the night and playing Resident Evil 2, and chasing Cody around with fake hillbilly teeth in. I'll never forget you.

I’ve seen this posting shared for a couple days by our family members and each time I open it and read what everyone has to say about you. But then I close it, I close it because I’ve been so unsure of what to say. I’ll never forget the heartbreak, I’ll never forget hearing Jamie tell me that we had lost you. My heart hadn’t healed from losing your sister yet but I had no choice to deal with losing you too. Our last conversation, you promised me you would be at Kyle and I’s wedding and now you won’t. You won’t physically be able to see me walk down that aisle but I find comfort and peace in knowing that spiritually you and your sister will be by my side the entire time. The loss will never get easier but some days I swear I can feel you with me. On those days when no one would understand but you. I miss you cuz. Fly high.

My Dearest Grandson. It has been almost a year and it is still as unbelievable today as it was than. I just don't know what to say. The pain is still raw. You are and will always be forever in my heart. I will see you again someday. Love You . RIP Love Grandma H.

Oh Drew, it's been almost a year since you've been gone, it still is so unreal to me. We miss you so much. I'll never forget the way you made us laugh or feel better. We had some pretty good times together. Your boy is missing you as well. Forever in our hearts and never forgotten. I love you. R.I.P