Well Dad 4 years today you left us and let me tell you my life has not been the same. I miss you phone calls every morning I miss your voice. And your stories. I miss telling you what the kids had accomplished. You'd be so proud of them. They have achieved get things that o know you'd be so proud of. The pain I feel today of the same pain I felt the day you passed. I love and miss you so very much. Until we meet again. Xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo

Well Dad
I haven't wrote you anything since your birthday. But know that there isent a day goes by that I don't think of you. Today was a hard day for me and one of those days I wish I could pick up the phone and call you cause you are probably the one who would understand the most everything I'm going through. You'd never judge me or any of my family for choices that have been made. I know there are going to be may trying time to come for me. Just be with me to help me get through them. I love and miss you so much. My tears are falling like a downpour of rain today..xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo❤ I sure wish you were here

Happy birthday up in heaven dad. I sure missed being able to call you and wishing you that in person and telling you that I love you. You are in my thoughts every single day. The day you left you took a part of me with you. I had a nice glass of lambs and coke for you tonight. I'm sure your gathered with you mom ( nanny) and a bunch of your friends that went left this world too soon like you. I know you are with me always. Until we meet again. I love and miss you. Xoxoxoxoxoxoxox❤❤

Well Dad it's been awhile since I've been on here to have a chat with you. I have to tell you my first Father's day without you was a very hard day. There isn't a day goes by where I don't wake up and think of you. I still find it hard to believe at times that you're gone.you definitely took a part of me with you when you left. I know you are always with me and my family watching over us but just the little things like seeing those orange flavour chocolate balls that you have to smash in the store reminds me of you. I love and miss you with all my heart and soul. Until we meet again xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo always know how much I love you

Well yesterday was your birthday.. I was put and had a drink with you and paid a few tunes I know you liked to listen too. I broke my heart buy again I heard you telling me not to cry. I love and miss you so very much.im sure you know that though. you are ALWAYS IN MY HE<3 RT. Xoxoxoxoxo

Well dad another month has come and gone with out you. I'm starting to get ready to go home again on Easter weekend so I'll be home to come and spend time by your side on your birthday. Not a day goes by I don't think of you God I still can't believe your not with us anymore.i Love and Miss you so very much xoxoxoxoxo

Hi Dad
It's been a couple of weeks since I've written to you. I had a couple of really hard days last week as I'm sure you know but I think I heard you say that I got to more or less get my shit together cause I know you are always with me and I have Dan,my kids, mom,michael and his famiy, Nanny Tucker and grandfather that I still have here on earth with me. So far since last week I've been good that mean no tears you are still on my mind and in my heart eveysingle day and I love and miss you so much. I guess you have a buddy thete with you now. All of Ray's family have to go through the grief of losing a loved one now. Tell him he is a wonderful artist. I'll write you again soon I Love you so very much always watch over me ans my family please xoxoxoxoxoxooxoxoxoxo more

Good morning Dad,
It's been awhile since I wrote to you.i have a very empty feeling this morning and miss you terriably.i know you wouldn't want to see me sad but it's a feeling I just can't help. I love and miss you so much xoxoxoxo

Well Dad it been 2 months today and the pain is just as the first day without you. I miss you so much I miss calling you to tell you what happened during my day even if it was something as small as what I had for supper. There isn't a day that goes by that I don't think of you, I'm sure you know that. Xoxoxoxoxoxo

Well Dad it's the start of a new year.one that I have to go through without you.I missed you firing the gun off for me last night. I did however have a few drinks of lambs for you and Pappy.and a good cry :( I love and miss you so much. Xoxoxoxoxoxoox

Dan gave me an eagle chrarm for my necklace for Christmas he knows how much you loved eagles and told me that now I'll always have you close to my heart.I love and miss you you so much but I know you are with me ALWAYS. xoxoxoxo I love you Dad

Merry Christmas Dad, I'm sure you Pappy,Nanny,and Gener and all your buddies are having some Christmas cheers. LOVE AND MISS YOU XOXOXOXO

Dad,
I wish you were here I really miss your phone calls and talking to you. I'm getting a tattoo tomorrow that says" dad forever in my heart" you will always be in my heart.I'm still finding it so hard to believe that you have left us and that I'll never see you again. Janice made me this Christmas tree ornament and it has your picture in it I hung it upby the angel. Cause you are now my angel. I love you so much and the hurt is painful. Xoxoxoxoxoxo

Well dad it's been4 weeks since you left us.I have telling my mornings just aren't the same without tour phone calls to start.my say.I miss and love you so much. Xoxoxoxoxoxoox