My Sweet Nicole' it's your Birthday today and my tears are like the rain in the forest and my heart ache for a time when you where a child with your arms out reached and  calling for me I love you my sweetheart and this year is no different than the year before .I miss you and still wait for to hear your voice or see a glance of you in the shadows.if only I say that word a million times hoping that by some magic it will bring you back and I will wake up and this is will be just a bad dream,but it isn't.Thing's are going good with Bailey we stay in touch writing back and forth I made her a dress this summer she say's she like's it but hasn't sent a picture so I really don't know if she is just saying that to not hurt my feeling's.Bailey is a very Beautiful young lady she is very bright.I wait for the day to meet her.I get very excited when I think of the time when Bailey and I meet.Bailey doesn't talk to her sister or her brother and it's very sad to think that you have a sister and a brother and you don't talk to them.I miss Regina and Greg as much as I miss you I love you so very much and if love could of saved you I wouldn't be writing you this  letter.It's your Birthday my sweet love.