Hello Auntie Nea I miss you so much I know you already know but my dad passed away April 27, 2023 it was my worst fear of all time my heart shattered and my body went numb and the officers voice faded away as he talked to me on the phone it was the hardest pill I had to swallow I'm not ready to accept and let go it's to hard. Everytime I get to that deep spot in my heart I cry and wish he was here the little girl inside is wanting to be held and picked up and just being told that everything will be okay but that empty feeling of not having him a phone call away is like walking into an empty room knowing he won't be there anymore I can only hear his voice through voicemails or videos and I can only see him through pictures I will no longer be able to hug him or be able to have our laughs in sync or joke about random things or call him just to check on him. I won't be able to hear him say sleep with the angels or him call me randomly in the night just to hear my voice or to call and talk to his grandchildren and make silly voices or noises and make them laugh or to hear the many little random conversations between the three that I wish I had recorded my heart is so broken and I can't fix it so I bury myself in work and at home trying not to think about it. Well I hope he was able to see you and the many other faces of loved ones up there welcoming him home I love you all ️

Its that time sis time to toast to all those turkeys who gave their life for thanksgiving...
You know Nea you were so much like a feather... so light was your load in life.
So beautifully you faced the hardships with a grace unmatched by any other.
I miss you my nea...
I can still see you sitting across the table at a restaurant interrupting my gesture to the waiter...you'd say Yeevette yeevette with that look we always cracked up for when we were all horsing around teasing each other as youngsters. Mom use to get irritated with us when she thought we were mocking her but we were just being the kids we were being funny. How I miss that you would put light in my world.
How i wish we could turn the hands of time back so I could hug you.
Guide me nea help me to understand why you didnt come to talk to me sooner. I would have been there to walk with you...navigate through the choices you should have had. Sometimes its so confusing sis you landed on my doorstep so many times an I could see in your face the hardships you were enduring but you always went to your inner child an handled it so quietly yet something such as that you know i would have fought tooth and nail for you like I wanted to in fairfield and in vacaville.
I miss you so much at times mostly on easter when you'd show up on my doorstep it was always at a good time.
I Love you
Lil sister
I still think about that last visit with you
I wanted to carry you out of there
An your boss would have helped me my
Beautiful sister

Always Betbet

Hey big sis im a few days late for your birthday but I want you to know I love you so much you were a special life on earth and your soul was and still is beautiful from the days driving lil black sabbath and u washing my hair in the sink like i was a little queen on irwin lane to the last week of your life that you shared with me, you were so beautiful and graceful and even in your last moments you taught me so much I never got to say thankyou so thank you sister. Your kids are beautiful and your grandbaby is precious of course I know you know that since your watching down Happy Heavenly birthday im so blessed to call you my sister please hug n kiss mom n dad and grandpa Ted ok keep soaring with angels I love you

A Tribute to An Angel Initiated
         by LadyBugs
My Friend
Your an Angel my Precious Nea
So awfully missed since u were chosen an flew away.
There were no signs to tell us
One day you'd be called home.
Yet you'll be in our heart wherever we roam
The mass greeting by ladybugs all over the beach
Was indicative of God's creatures who usually fly beyond reach.
Yet there they were simply covering the sand
Perhaps to show you... they'd be there when you land.
We sat in amazement as more ladies came
From a far they flew..yes Heaven is the name.
At sunset we wondered in
the calm ocean breeze.
Why were we chosen 4 miracle down the trail beyond the trees.
Doran beach is a family favorite of yours and of mine.
Mom in her Grand Prix packed with us and some wine
On this day I salute you my precious Nea
I Miss You so many
Happy Birthday Anyway

Helloooooo My little Baby Sister we love & miss you so much . One day we will be together again. I love you & your forever in my heart ❤️

Hello my little Sister Anjanette
I miss & love you so much ❤️ I wanted to wish you a very Happy Birthday . I hope your with mom , Grampa Ted and so many other loved ones that have passed . We will meet again one day . RIP my Darling

Hello Auntie Nea Happy Birthday I'm currently sitting outside my house drinking your favorite beer and thinking about you as my day went on today I cleaned up my house and I'm sure u probably know that but I just wanna tell you I love you and I hope your dancing around up there celebrating days are rough down here and I miss u a whole lot I had my second daughter and she is beautiful her name is Nephaja Marie Foster and she is 9 months old I'll share a picture with you she is so observant and she is teething like crazy she has 3-4 teeth coming in at one time and it's rough but we are doing everything we can. Anyways you have a Beautiful Grandbaby and she is perfect I can't wait to meet her and Elissa is such a good mama just like you I can't wait to see your face someday and tell u how much I missed you and how much I love you ❤️ talk again soon take care

Hello little sister
I just wanted to say I love you ❤️ and Happy Easter . Watch over us all

Hi Nene
Even though I did not post on your anniversary passing or your birthday I did go to your website & you were deeply in my heart as you always are I love you and will see again one day . Love you sweet baby girl

Hi Renee
Happy Mother’s Day little sister, love & miss you every day .

Hello my Love were ever you are in the stars , another planet or up in the heavens, Because a spirit & soul never dies . I wish you a very Happy Birthday & love you with all my heart . Give all our loved one’s that have passed a hug & a kiss for me . Until we meet again. 
Anjanette Renee my baby sis , you are forever missed

Hello my love I can’t believe it’s been six years already. You are Forever Missed Renee I think about you a lot n remember the good times we had n shared . Grama has been with you know since September 18 , 2018 ,I hope she has adjusted okay in her other life as this is a part of all our life’s we will all be together again one day . Let all our family and friends know they to are not forgotten. Love you all dearly

Hello my love of a little sister
I think about you often and wonder what you n mom are doing or talking about in the heavens above . give mom a kiss n a hug I'm so happy you have each other up there n look forward but patiently till we meet again love you forever