Just been talking away about you to your uncle my dad , 3 years gone now same as you 18th December I didn't forget hope you like your wreath with a touch of my own feel to it adding red ribbon well am trying , trying hard I ended up buying a candle as I can't make them I miss my Xmas candle you would make every year for Xmas I'm just not artistic but I have learnt a bit to be more tactful Poppinz you be proud of yer Mary now am getting better at not crying to much but I need to start visiting jas n Vicki ,never can tell when your Michael is on shore but I blocked myself away shame on me but I feel bad , and I have told your jas I will be over and am going to as I no you what you be saying . Gosh you should see all your grandchildren they have sure grown ,I miss you soooo much am no am not the only one but for you to be taken broke me still does but the ache is not to bad now must be you and your angel dust , well you were always one for fixing everyone and still are .i say I can't wait to be up there to be with all of you again but now am in no hurry and I think when my time comes I would like the colour teal in my heavenly home ,prob change my mind or you would be taken matters into your own hands , bet you have met Whitney too knowing you you be best of friends haha and patsy cline well you all have something in common haha can hear you now shouting at me oh no , I truly wish you were here on the phone meeting up , being at Vicks or jas or meet at your ma,s I would meet you anywhere I wish you had not gone but I no you wished that too , well.i can't look back on that again as just cry and cry love you always Poppinz my beuitiful unofficial sister see ya xxxxxx