April 7, 2003 4:21am my life was made complete. I wanted her so badly...just her exactly how she was. Every dream I had ever had came true. She was the most beautiful and perfect thing I had ever laid eyes on. To this day I have no idea what I did to deserve her. Whatever it was, I thank God I was able to be blessed with the best 17 years of my life. She was strength. She was hope. She was love. That is exactly how she will remain.