when I, first found forever missed. I, thought it was the best sight. still do. I'm unschooled and. ended up making 2. ugh. I've missed my mother since the day She left me. until we, meet again. 

Thank you for giving me strength, my heart, my empathy, my courage, my sense of humor, my manners, my temper, my wildness, my tenacity. I’m a product of your heart,

Miss you, Daylie.

I've lived Every day for you. Ox your oldest daughter.

Happy Mother's day. Momma. 

to this date: the date of your passing, was my saddest day. nothing has ever topped that. gobe never forgotten. 

Thinking about ya. as always.

well,  just as painful if not more so. today. Amen.

Life is a teacher, time is a healer
And I'm a believer like a river wild
Ego's a killer, greed is a monster
But love is stronger, stronger than them all

White flag in hand
I don't want to fight
No lines in the sand, I'm on your side
Invisible, no color life
It's time we put our, put our, put our differences aside

Time tells no lies
It keeps changing, and ticking, and moving, then passes by
But if you're lucky it will be kind
Like a river flowing through time

Let it wash you clean
(Like a river)
Going up stream
(Like a river)
Cutting through right
(Like a river)
'Cause it never gives up
(Like a river)
So full of life
(Like a river)
Liquid like time
(Like a river)
That'll wash away
(Like a river)
The pain from yesterday

Love is the answer, hate is a cancer
Hope of forgiveness, it waters the soul
Our blood is red, we're not so different
'Cause underneath our skin we're identical

White flag in hand
I'm not gonna fight
No lines in the sand, I'm on your side
Invisible, no color rise
It's time we put our, oh put our differences aside
We know wrong from right

Oh time tells no lies
It keeps changing, and ticking, and moving, then passes by
But if you're lucky it will be kind
Oh like a river flowing through time

Let it wash you clean
(Like a river)
Going up stream
(Like a river)
Cutting through right
(Like a river)
'Cause it never gives up
(Like a river)
So full of life
(Like a river)
Liquid like time
(Like a river)
Let it wash away
(Like a river)
The pain from yesterday

Oh oh oh (mighty river)
Rain down on me
(Like a river)
All it takes is time
(Mighty river)
To heal this bloodline
(Like a river)
Better wash me clean
(Mighty river)
Get this dirt off of me
(Like a river)
Oh oh oh (mighty river)
Let it wash the pain

Oh oh oh (like a river)
Oh like a river (mighty river)
Mighty and better river (like a river)
Oh yeah (mighty river)
Rain down on me
(Like a river)
Oh oh oh (mighty river)
Oh all the hurt and pain
(Like a river)
Oh yeah yeah yeah yeah
(Mighty river)
Oh mighty river, mighty river (ooh ooh ooh ooh)

I'm beyond broken.. at the foot of the cross..no were to turn. over whled, over come. beat down,  stomped down. forsaken. tears run like rivers. waiting on the Lord. i feel he's deserted me. i know, that i know better.  he's my ever present help. in times such as this. Leaning in on the Holy Spirit. it's a act of God. I'm able to type this. I'm n face book jail all the time. I, PAID FOR THIS PAGE. DEVIL. get behind me.. I, once had a mother that loved me. i know she did. i fight for pro life, every day. why I'm n jail. its a mad house down hear.  on the earth. lil d, you never got to meet him. and no one cares enough of me, to hear my storyies. there not real good, filled w/ hard ships.  when one loves you, they will listen to all your troubles. cry w/ you. Ive never had the pleasure of such a friend moma.  not sure why. really.. and at age 60.  not interested. if i got to pay, the way.. carry the full load of another. cuse I'm that kind of friend. moma. i am. i think i am.  Ive not run into any nice ppl. a few there dead.  i haven't eating n a few days. makes me, think of your biscuits and gravy. yummy.  i need a job.  lol.  theres a lil matter of I, don't drive.. Audie, big disappointment. today, hope he, changes. I, have hope.  don't feel bad, my own son, as well disappointment. I, could only teach them what i know. can only give what i got.  what did i know above, abuse.  The love of Jesus..  you and he both know ya'll left Me, n a Bind. O LORD. but i come through.  still n the fight.. just taking a day.. to regroup and just be broken.. 

Hey, Moma!  Fern, let me know. tomorrow is the big day. we, lost you. its true when they say, gone but not forgotten. Ive lived every day for you.. guess you, can see how Audie is turning out. - sad. could be worse.. love and miss you. everyday..

It was my job, to spend the night at the hospital.
my daddy would, come in early so i could get home and get the kids off to school.  I'd feel asleep on the cold floor of her room.
somebody gave her a robe. I'd laid on and tried to cover with.
he came in saying. did i catch you, sleeping on the job!! No Daddy, just resting my eyes... i still have that robe..

I, only have a couple pictures of my mother.
and i carried them from foster home to foster home.
all my life..1975 was a long time ago.
don't member any thing, of the years before.
was the greatest loss of my life.
we, had no inside plumbing.
her lil body was ate up by cancer. and she used a coffee can. to p in.
there was a curtain, in the place of a door. it was winter. so, i failed to empty the pis can. and she stumbled, and it went every where.
my daddy said, Janice.....you got a problem.
I'm still sorry to this day. i let that happen.
ya, never know the things that will haunt you for ever..

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`*.¸.*´ and prayers during this
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not sure how i ended up making 2 sights.
but it happened. Dis-rot Broken-
all i can say.....

moma i miss you so very much. it still hurts me.
still doing all you told me.............

grieve a period as all we must....but those who pass in the LORD are not lost to us....rather only separated for a time that we may anticipate and affirm all the more that sweet and eternal reunion....

Hallelujah!!Hallelujah!!

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love my moma.. i messed up actually and built you 2 accounts..there not pd for accounts. due to i have have a couple pics of you..)readers note. my moma past away due to cancer. i was 15. poor..there were not many pictures. i have 5 maybe. love you so much..miss you..xox

Once upon a time an angel held my hand, She wiped away my tears and helped me understand. Our time on earth is brief, there's lessons to be learned, Each precious day God gives us another page is turned. Every chapter full of memories, times of joy and tears, Triumphs and defeats, through every passing year. She loved us unconditional, always by our side, When no one else would listen, in her we could confide. With gentle words of wisdom she led us on our way, Down the paths of righteousness if ever we did stray. She saw the light in everyone and gave with no regrets, Always from her heart let's us not forget. Angels come in many forms, for me it is my mother, With love I cannot say in words there'll never be another. Every day I turn the page in my heart will ever remain, Everything she taught me as I stroll down memory lane. Thank you God for giving me the most priceless of all treasures, Help my Lord to keep alive her memory here forever. I pray that I can some day be everything she hoped I would, That's she smiling down from heaven knowing she did good. As we gather here today there's no ending to her story, Another chapter has begun full of grace and glory. Gods called her to his heavenly home, part of his great plan, Although it may be hard, we all must understand. Faith is what is hoped for, things we cannot see, Heaven is promised to all of us if only we believe.

Why are you scared sweet sister?? Do you know Jesus? He loves you unconditionally and only wants the very BEST for you!! Joshua 1:9 "Have I not commanded you? Be strong & of good courage; do not be afraid, nor be dismayed, for the LORD your God is with you wherever you go." You are an awesome amazing beautiful glorious spectacular wonderful extraordinary breathtaking radical gorgeous super fantastic miracle, blessing & gift of Gods perfect Love!! Never see yourself as anything less!! Even in doubt, sadness, fear, hurt, uncertainty or confusion..God is God alone and He will NEVER fail or forsake us!! He has already conquered it all 4 us!! Romans 10:13 "For whosoever calls on the name of the LORD shall be saved." He has perfect plans that He designed just 4 you!! Jeremiah 29:11 "For I know the plans I have for you, says the LORD, plans of peace & not of evil, to give you a future & a hope." He is w us every step of the way..guiding us to His perfect Will!! All we have to do is trust, follow, believe and receive!! Proverbs 3:5-6 "Trust in the LORD will all your heart and lean not on your own understand; in all your ways acknowledge Him and He will direct your path." Love you to pieces dear wonderful friend..Jesus loves us most!! God bless you & ur beautiful family insanely crazy beautiful mind blowing spectacular rainbow sprinkled choc bananas!! Mark 5:36 "Dont be afraid, just believe."

Another Mother's day In Heaven
I, pray..of cores I'm thinking of you today.
ya seen that basket ball player give it up for his moma.
made me, think of you.
you went hungry for your children.
I, witnessed that-
death with time dose not get easier with time.
that's why you live n me to life's fullest
till we meet again..ill keep you alive and well n Spirit.

MOMA you know your little girl fern is so sick-

MOMA!!!! your sister lillie, is not well...I'm praying for her...

""""By being here you have communicated that you care.
This gesture is of immeasurable value, and speaks significantly
about the impact of the life we commemorate.""""

~ Ƭʰᵃᶰᵏƴₒᵤ ❥

omg!!! just thinking about you..& my Birthday brings tears to my eyes ..I, for ever miss you!!! the pain the same ..all these years have not changed that. Nothing changes that- the loss of your moma. my moma. In memories of you i celebrate 10 of the first days of aug. i let no 1 take that away. what can i say..I MISS MY MOMA.

hey moma i was really missing daddy today...
think of you, every day..
just trying to make it to the other side
to be with you again..

thinking about you today...& Screaming MOMA!!! to the sky

LOVES YOU TODAY MORE THAN YESTERDAY ♥◕‿◕ ♥

hey as i was going through my Bible today i found a note from my daddy how kool is that. about were fern's name came from.. I'm going to frame it :)

I, can not say witch day's I miss you most :( Everyday!!

"In our circle of love, we are forever all holding hands together.... We love... We care deeply. We know you are there; unseen to us now, but with us. We all share the same heart-felt energy. In our thoughts and in our hearts, we remember you, Moma....always."

oh thank you moma for keeping a eye on your first grandson..ask Jesus to take them seizures off him !!! he has a good heart. he's a believer n Jesus Christ.. you would love him..

On your deathbed, your faith and your family will be all that matters to you. Don't wait until then to make them a priority. You'll never regret the time you spent investing into your marriage and your loved ones. Don't let the busyness of life or other ambitions rob you of the relationships that matter most.

MOMA!!!!! PLZ ask Jesus not to take my dog Thunder it will break to much!!!!!!!!!! afraid of what i will become if he dose....
I LOVE HIM TO MUCH!!!!

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`*.¸.*✻ღϠ₡ღ ℒƠѵℯ & Hugz..☆ . ƸӜƷ

"If tears could build a stairway
and thoughts a memory lane
I'd walk right up to heaven
and bring you home again
No Farewell words were spoken
No time to say good-bye
You were gone before I knew it
And only God knows why.

My heart's still active in sadness
And secret tears still flow
What it meant to lose you
No one can ever know."

"Do not stand at my grave and weep, I am not there, I do not sleep. I am a thousand winds that blow, I am the diamond glints on snow, I am the sunlight on the grain, I am the gentle autumn rain. When you awaken in the morning hush, I am the swift uplifting rush, of quiet birds in circled flight, I am the stars that shine at night. Do not stand at my grave and cry, I am not there; I did not die."

"Let not your heart be troubled: ye believe in God, believe also in me. In my Father's house are many mansions: if it were not so, I would have told you. I go to prepare a place for you. And if I go and prepare a place for you, I will come again, and receive you unto myself; that where I am, there ye may be also. John 14:1-3

"I am with the Father and He will never let me perish,
The Lord comforts me, and longs to comfort you.
So be happy my family and don't despair,
I am in good hands, waiting for the day when
the Lord calls you to come home."

"Where I have gone I am not so small.
My soul is as wide as the world is tall.
I have gone to answer the call, the call
Of the One who takes care of us all.
Wherever you look, you will find me there-
In the heart of a rose,
In the heart of a prayer.
On butterflies' wings, on wings of my own,
To you, I'm gone,
But I'm never alone-
I am home"

you were my 'Bright and Shinning Star." I will love and miss you until my memory fades. Thank you for sharing your life with me. Love you moma

Another happy new year for you n heaven
or sweet is your sleep i pray..
i miss you just as much this min as i did that min..
xoxox
love beyond words

Tell Jesus i said ""¤ °º·¤.¸°º·¤.¸ ¯`°º·¤.¸¯`°º·¤.¸ ¸.¤·º°´¯ ¸.¤·º°´¯ ¸.¤·º° ¸.¤·º° ¤ ¸
~~~~ HAPPY BIRTHDAY!! ~ HAPPY BIRTHDAY!! ~~~~
¤·º°´¯ ¯`°º·¤. ~HAPPY BIRTHDAY~¸.¤·º°´¯ ¯`°º·¤
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Deal with your Sister's !!
Deal with my sister!! OK
Ty...i don't know
and fast getting were i don't care what there deal is...
they need a Spiritual Visit ♥◕‿◕ ♥"

Everyday a holiday
Every Meal A Feast ♥◕‿◕ ♥