This photo was taken on my 40th birthday at Sandy Lane South.  Where ever she is she will make sure I get her card and a generous gift in person.  Never missed a single year in my life until she passed away. Her love and her respect she shared with me is like a brightest light in my heart that keeps me happy regardless ...   I'm so thankful to my mother and god choose a great mother for me.  How can I be different ?

I can very well remember this moment. Mum comes to our place soon after Christmas and stays for 3 days and she spends her new year at her place. She's a real Madam wants to invite her friends over between Christmas  and New Year. She has her own plans and will start her prep.  She's all exited !! about to leave to her place and this pic. was taken in the hall way. . I bought this scarf for her and she loves to wear red it's one of her favourite colours,  looking  cool and Christmassy

My missing mother. Emotions can be very annoying when they won’t behave themselves and it hits you when you least expect it. So many things reminds me of her and she was a big part of our life. We are all still grieving for our mother and grandma. . She was great mother and a best friend. As we get older we become friends.

The loss of my mum is still unbearable. The sadness and the pain all still in there, It's hard to imagine that shes no more.

She was a perfect mother. She is the reason I smile. Thank you mummy. 04.01.2018, It's been three years.. I still wonder will I ever, ever adjust, I wonder to myself, to the fact that my mother is gone? The pain is still here.