Hi Mom I can't believe 15 years have gone by it still feels like it was yesterday. I wish you could have met all my grandchildren they would of loved you. You were always so kind and loving towards all your grand babies just wish you could have met all your great grandchildren. I love you mom and miss you so much there are times I still feel your presence. Serena talks about you often everything she sees a cross she mentions your name I believe the day you passed she and Xavier saw your soul leave your body they were the lucky ones the ones who saw things we couldn't see at least I knew then that a part of you went to Heaven well at least your soul which is a vital part I love you Mom see you on the other side

Hi Mom it's been awhile since you've gone and here you are 90 years old I can't even believe it.  I still miss you so much I think about you everyday I know someday we'll see each other again I love you Mom you're one of a kind when they made you they threw away the mold. But I wouldn't want you any other way. Until we meet again 

As I sat by your bedside I thought about all the years we were together and all the memories we made. I thought about what will be without you here with me anymore. Mom I miss you so much it still feels like yesterday but yet here it's been 13 years since you left. I hope you are  in Heaven well what am I talking about lol of course you're up there. You always had to be in control of everything. But that's not a bad thing it's just how you are. Are you still playing cards mom? I hope you're not cheating. I love you mom