When I think of Cookie I think of love.  His love for others and my love for him.  No man could have loved a child more than Cookie did Jordan.  When Cookie made the decision to marry Heather he and I talked.  He said "Mama, I've got to do what I feel God wants me to do.  I have got to take care of my family".  Cookie left my house and went to Heather and Jordan.  He worked 2 jobs until he got sick.  He did his best to do what he felt God wanted him to do.  When Heather and Cookie got married they sent me a pictue of the marriage licences over my phone.  I called and said "hey, this is great...what is it"?  They laughed...my eyesight is so bad I couldn't tell what is said.  This lady could not be more proud of her son.  Cookie will always and I mean always be in my mind, my heart and my soul.  I did not birth him but from the time we moved next to his family and forever he will be my son and his son will be my grand-son.  I can't wait to see him in heaven.