So today is your 27th birthday Anthony and we should be celebrating with cake and ice cream but instead I'm sitting here remembering the parties of the past. I'm trying not to be sad but I'm struggling today Ant, so many people are trying to find a way to make it better but how do you get over losing you? I'm feeling like the walls are falling down around me and your not here to help keep it together. I miss our late night talks the most, you always had a way to brighten up the darkest times. So today to honor your birthday we are setting off orange balloons and I hope you enjoy it. Say hello to everyone there for us and see ya later son..xoxo mama