I Love You because of who you are.
I Love You because you take me for who I am.
I Love you because deep in my ♥ I know we should not be apart.
I Love You because you showed me wat Love really is.
I Love You because you know how to make me laugh.
I Love You because of the lil things.
I Love You because you bring out the best in me.
Because even when I'm upset you make me love you more.
Because when I think it's over you show me it just begun.
Because you love me through it all.
Because you always catch me when I fall.
Because you know me better then I know myself.
Because you are better then all the rest.
Because you know wat I want.
Because you always show me respect.
Because you know wat I like.
I Love You for all the phone calls and text.
I Love You because you believe in me and all my dreams.
I Love You because you are the only one for me.
I Love You because no matter wat you make me feel like a queen.
I Love You because you let me in.
I Love You because you take care of me.
I love You because you are kind and sweet.
I Love You because you will protect me no matter what.
I Love You because you shared your world with me.
I Love You because you show me wat a father should be.
I Love You because you have a true ♥.
I Love you because you were worth the wait.
I Love You because even the thought of you can make me smile.
Because you can make me laugh and cry at the same time.
I Love You because the memories of us are the greatest gifts I got.
Because no matter where I go there's a memory of you that will not fade. 
That bring me back to my happy days with you.
Because through the good and the bad you are all I ever had.
Because you make me feel as if true love will never die.
Because I love you then. I love you still. (you know)
Because you made me believe in love at first sight.
Because you showed me what having a soul mate is really like.
Because you gave me a reason to live and someone to die for.
Because you gave me a reason to travel to the ends of the earth to get 
you back.
Because my ♥ only beats for you.
Because your touch can make me weak.
Because your voice can put me at ease.
Because your lips can take away the pain.
Because your eyes can make me forget.
Because your smile can brighten my day.
Because you are the light in the dark.
Because you can make all my fears and doubts disappear.
Because even though you are gone you are still here.
Because you are in my ♥ for as long as I shall live.
Because you are the one who I wanted to spend the rest of my life with.
Because with a husband like you I wouldn't need a reason for my eyes to 
stray.
Because with you I can do anything.
Because words can't express how you make me feel.
Because loving you is all I want to do.
Because loving you is and will always be my goal in life.
Because I couldn't wait to say I Do.
Because I will never find a love as true.
Because you forgave me when I didn't forgive myself.
Because even when we lost touch love found a way to bring us back 
2gether.
Because no on can ever be you.
I Love You because you know how I feel before I say a word.
I Love You Then, Now, Forever.

So once a year
We gather together
To celebrate the life you once lived
And the lives of others
That you managed to touch
We all miss you
We all love you 
And one day.....we shall meet again 
HAPPY BIRTHDAY BABY BOY, IT'S NOT EASY BEING WITHOUT YOU HERE WORDS CAN'T EXPRESS WHAT I'M FEELING,,IT'S BEEN TWO BRITHDAYS NOW AND IT;S STILL HARD TO UNDERSTAND WHY YOU'RE NOT HERE,I GUESS I NEVER WILL, BECAUSE I CANT,,,THERE IS NOT A DAY THAT GOES BY AND YOU'RE NOT ON MY MIND,TODAY IS THE DAY I WAS BLESSED TO HAVE YOU AT 1:23 AM ON APRIL 10 1986 WITH CRAZY NORA BY MY SIDE, WE CELEBRATED YOUR B-DAY ON GOOD FRIDAY WITH SOME OF YOUR FAMILY AND FRIENDS THAT LOVE AND MISS YOU ALSO,SMH.............I PRAY THAT YOUR SOUL REST IN PEACE,HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY ANGEL....................................LOVE YOU ALWAYS MOM TEARS FOR YOU

Today is your day and you would have been twenty-six.
Like Biggie and Tupac you are definitely missed.

Died at a young age and God knows Best.
For the rest of us it's only a test.

Jihad my son I miss you much,
and a lot of others that you touched.

On this day that you was born,
God put you here, but now you're gone

You may not be here in the flesh,
Because on July 10, you were laid to rest.

Time has passed by and it went so fast,
A lot of things don't seem to last.

I look at you every day and you are in my thoughts,
Jihad my son the fight I fought,

So for now I would like to say,
Jihad my son HAPPY BIRTHDAY

AZZAM 4-10-12

My big brother Tony is the best brother in the whole entire world and he always tried his best.And,he got there to a great goal.But that person who killed him is selfish and foolish.It seems that he didn't know that he had a family that loves and cares for him very much and they like to see him in the flesh.But that person didn't use his brain and all he did was stupidness that many people dont like at all.So I know that I love Tony so much and I know God is watching him.Also,I HOPE that person who killed him will never regret what he did and I hope he cant sleep of tragic thing he had done.Finally,every day when I'm alone and I'm in a happy,sad,or mad feeling I talk to him and what I'm saying is true.

      Happy Father's Day Tony<3 :) 

This is the first Father's Day and my life feels empty.

The Devil is trying my patience and he tries to tempt me.

To make me feel bad because you are gone.

So I just decided to write this poem.

Tears are suppressed and the feelings increased.

That ALLAH took you back and now you in peace.

No more worrying and no more pain.

My heart is bleeding just like the rain.

A day does not go by, that I don't look at your face.

Remembering the dreadful day like yesterday.

Almost a year later and the anger is still here.

Jihad my son its my life I fear.

Moments that are suspended in time.

Sometimes I still wonder why ALLAH took mine.

Acceptance and Patience is what I need.

This is the only thing that would help indeed.

There are more dates to come, that I don't care for.

I'm going to hold on to the bitter ends.

Happy Fathers Day Jihad again and again.

Azzam 06/19/2011

What can I do when you call my love one home

How can I accept them no-longer ringing my phone

How can I observe the world through joyous eyes again

When it’s filled with anger and sadness leaving me drained

What’s the reason GOD has put me in so much pain

Is there a lesson in this he wants me to gain

Dear Lord I’m willing if this pain would abstain

That’s running through my veins

Like a broken faucet drowning me in my own soul

I thought we would be together until I grew old

That’s the agreement Lord we made when he was born

Now I’m left to grieve and repair my heart that’s torn

I’m not sure how to carry this grief

I pray to you for it to be brief

I ask that you reach into my withered spirit

And fill it with your loving and merciful grit

I understand this is your action plan

For such a wonderful son, brother, friend and man

I ask that you extend your hand to me

So I can once again live and set free

All of this misery that’s annihilating me

In your name I pray

Amen

Jihad may you continue to dance in heaven with GOD-Love yaJ

Written by Arentha

03/23/11

Seeing your sons today made me feel GOOD.

Coming to ENY in your old HOOD.

This is the place that it all began.

This is where me and your mother first became friends.

Now you are in heaven and we are here on earth.

I remember 04/10/1986 the day of your birth.

I love you now more than ever.

I know in the long wrong things will be better.

Just a few lines that I wanted to say.

I pray to ALLAH for a better day.

Azzam 06/05/2011

This is for you, my baby boy (tony)

A Mothers Pain of Loss


There's a buzzing in your head
That just won't seem to go away
Nothing feels real anymore
Nothing is real anymore
How can it be
How is this possible?
How can something so tragic
So terrible
So unfair
Be real?
It can't be
But it is
It must be a dream
But it's not
Then you start to feel it
The shock begins to fade into pain
And you wish
For a moment
That you could have the shock back
You wish you could hate
You wish you could rage
You wish you could fight it all away
But the will is gone
All that remains is pain
Growing by the second
It's an overcast day in your soul
With more than a slight chance of rain
The tears of pain are bled in large drops
And you wonder if they'll ever stop falling
If this storm will ever end
Or will it just drown the world?
It won't
It can't
The world goes on
Your world goes on
We all whether the storm
Sometimes
But no matter how thick the clouds
They can't abolish the sun
And they can't cover it forever
The rain will stop
The sky will clear
And we will do our best to pick up the pieces
And find our way back to the road
But we will never forget
We will never forget what was lost
We miss you and love you dealy.

                          REST IN PEACE MY BABY BOY.

                             ANTHONY LEVINE FOWLE

                                       APRIL 10, 1986