Happy birthday my beautiful son you would have made 40 today I really wish you could see your beautiful grandchildren The kids are doing ok we all miss you so much I love you always mommy

Hey daddy, you know I remember all the hoagies we used to eat I remember times when I did get suspended from school and how you never whoop me but instead you would spend the whole day with me.. I thank god for those days and the time we had together… life hasn’t been easy.. I believe matter of fact I know if you were life would be better at least I’ll be able to get a hug have a conversation with you… I wish to god I can see you.. i don’t care if it’s only for 5 minutes & we wouldn’t even have to talk just hug me. Daddy i tell everybody about you and how much you loved me and I love you… all good no bad you are the best daddy I HATE life had different plans for us… I wish you could’ve lived a little longer … we all need you.. daddy please look out for fatjoe he’s really had a tough life.. this world ain’t been good to your baby boy. He love you & needed you still do.. tonio you would be so proud daddy, life been hard for him but he pick his self up everyday and be strong… definitely believe he got that from you… my momma misses you too she cries to herself most of the time because she wants to be strong for us but daddy hug her… & may lee me it’s hard everyday and some days I wish I was with you… I wish I can call you to come get me… wish we can eat hoagies again… I wish those people never hurt you.. at least you somewhere where there’s no pain.. but we all down here hurting daddy… yesterday made 9 years & it’s feels like lifetime without you but the pain still hurts like yesterday… come see me in a dream or something Im missing you dearly my favorite person in the world! & that would never change… I will NEVER forget you! I will love you til the day I die.
-Taija Lashay Rivers❤️

Another year without you my love son I hope you can look down from Heaven and see all the new editions to our family your granddaughter is five and she loves the grinch you also have a grandson they are truly a blessing from God Hey my love I still have my truck you gave me I will try to keep it as long as I can that’s all for now son just know I’m having a hard time without you some good days some bad I miss you so much love mommy

Hey my love it’s your 39th birthday and I miss you more than ever our family is really growing you now have 2 grandchildren and a new niece Martell has a daughter named Aria D she is 10months old now she always looks at your pictures in my room I can’t wait till she’s old enough to know what a beautiful uncle she never got to meet love you son until next time mommy

hey daddy...its your baby taija. i missing you like crazy down here. majority of my time im wishing i was with you.. to spend everyday with you.. ohh how i miss those hugs and kisses. how i miss your sweet tender love and care....ohh how i miss telling you everything.. i wish you could crack my toes one more time lol.. how i miss telling my mama i want to call my daddy.. i want to see my daddy.. life is fair for us. hate our story ended the way it did.. how i wish you could see poody.. and fatjoe had another baby a son.. his name is ashton he is so precious and priceless to me... i know if you was here he would be a junior fasure... fatjoe needs a lot of guidance from you still.. tonio is doing great you would be so proud of him.. his smart finished school needs that fathely love he was missing but he learn how to cope without it... your birthday is tomorrow... big 39... you would be living it up here like you always was.... i know you seen how everyone treated us when you left.. very bogus right.. something you probably would have never let happened if you could control it.. us being without our daddy.. but i guess twan twan missed you missed you too wanted your love too. i know yall bonding up there! happy but sad... but i love you daddy forever my firstlove and my last truly maylee.<3

5 years and I have missed you with everything in me You have a granddaughter Ariyah she is beautiful you would be so proud I love you Anthony we wil never forget you love Mommy

Missing you son

Anthony mommy loves you and will never forget you 4 years today you went home to be with the Lord so many things have changed since then love always and forever mom!

It was Thanksgiving 2016 the family was together only you were missing love you son will never you

Life will never be the same without you A part of me died December 11

love you much. missing you every day. taija loves you forever and ever.

Today was my first day back to school since the last time I seen you!!!! It was hard but I did it and I can hear your voice in my ear telling me I can do it!!!!!!
 Miss you a lot this journey has been long without you!!!!! Love you forever

I would've known, that you had to go so suddenly, so fast
How could it be, that sweet memories would be all, all that we have left.
Now that you're gone, every day I go on (I go on)
But life it's not the same (life's just not the same)
I'm so empty inside, and my tears I can't hide but I'll try to face the pain
Although I'm missing you
I'll find away to get through

Love You Forever

Your birthday was successful it turned out just how you would've wanted it, I couldn't help but smile all day.....Love you Anthony

Happy Birthday son I love you and miss you so much.
Happy Birthday from you brothers Patrick and Martell and your sister Tiesha and your children Anthony Antonio Taija and Ra Ra your nephew Tycari and your niece Ajayla we will keep you in our heart forever.

We will never forget you!!!!!!