I don't grieve for regrets or what if's or because I questioned our love. I am so at peace with our life and our love. We made a beautiful life and family together. I grieve because I know we were soulmates and best friends. That we loved each other unconditionally and were IN love with each other. And our time was too short. That kind of love only comes once in a lifetime, Once in a blue moon. We both know exactly how we felt about each other. And I know we'll be together again. And when I get to him, he'll have that wonderful smile on his face and sparkle in his eyes, just like he did everytime I walked in the door. I love you Tony.

This is "OUR" song. There was a reason Tony picked this song for us.

  Ordinary no, really don't think so Not a love this true Common destiny, we were meant to be Me and you

Like a perfect scene from a movie screen We're a dream come  true Suited perfectly for eternity Me and you

Everyday, I need you even more And the night time too There's no way I could ever let you go Even if I wanted to

Everyday I live, try my best to give All I have to you Thank the stars above that we share this love Me and you

Everyday, I need you even more And the night time too There's no way I could ever let you go Even if I wanted to

Ordinary no, I really don't think so Just a precious  few Ever make it last, get as lucky as Me and you Me and You.

We knew we were meant for each other from the start. We were soulmates. He asked me to marry him and it only got better. We blended our families together to become one complete family. Between us we had four boys. We raised them all as brothers. We built a wonderful life together. No matter what came our way it didnt matter as long as we had each other. We had so much fun together. We had so many dreams and plans. The grandbabies came and we coudln't have been happier. We were supposed to grow old together and move by the beach. We did so many things. We celebrated Anniversaries, Birthdays, Holidays, Vacations. We built a life together and we both were so happy. He was taken way too soon. We had things to do. I miss him terribly.