Four years later and the pain has not lessened it becomes bearable.  It's a constant pain that you learn to live with because there is no cure.  You find your strength and comfort in The Lord and his promise.  

This is very hard!  What can you write about a life that was cut short and did not start?  For the little time spent here with us he had a wonderful life.  He was raised by awesome parents who love him dearly with a sister who admired him.  He had a host of cousins who loved him but there were two that looked up to him, Akil Jr & Elijah who thought he could do no wrong in their eyes. He had a beautiful baby boy, Aamir and a rock solid relationship with his cousin and god father to Aamir, Eddie (J. Lyric) Lewis, Jr.  He had aunties and uncles who loved him dearly but could do no wrong in Auntie Shareem, Tonia & Lee Lee's eyes.  His grandmothers, Nan and Grandma loved him to death.  Nan gave him Lil Ant name and Grandma gave him the "Q" nickname.  He was all of our Angel on earth but he is truly our Angel in Heaven.

Why are we talking about his life in the past tense?  We will never get the truth but understand why God has chosen him.

We Love & Miss You Lil Ant aka Q!

Anthony was born December 17, 1990 to parents Anthony & Phoebe Holmes!  The family rejoiced when he came into our lives.  He was always a happy baby surrounded by tons of family and god parents who loved him dearly.