ForeverMissed
This memorial website was created in memory of our loved one, April Hart 31 years old , born on April 5, 1986 and passed away on February 13, 2018. We will remember her forever.
Posted by Rose Hart on April 5, 2020
My daughter happy birthday in heaven another year without you I love you more than I can express and my pain I can't describe .
I will see you again and next time it will be forever
I love you
Mom
Posted by Rose Hart on February 13, 2020
My sweet daughter it's been 2 years without you it feels like forever I will never be ok until I am with you again
I love you so much
Mom
Posted by Rose Hart on April 5, 2019
April
Happy birthday it's another year without you I would give anything to have you here nothing seems right nothing seems fair I will never understand why God took you I can only hope God holds you until I can .
I hope you are happy and enjoying heaven save me a place I love you very much I cant wait to see you aga.in.
Posted by Nicholas Hart on February 11, 2019
April this is Nick I hope your reading from heaven. It's been a long year since I've last seen you . It's been a tough year for the family without you here . Every day has been a challenge. A challenge to keep myself together. Some days I'm great ,others I just want to crawl in a hole. Its hard adjusting to the thought of you gone. I go to bed every night hoping that when I wake up I'll see you and the kids there smiling .Reality sucks I know you know how I feel. I want you to know April your the best sister anyone could have. You've always been there for me and I'm sorry . I'm sorry for how selfish I was I should've been a better brother . I keep thinking that I could've helped you but I know it was beyond our help we tried our best. I should've never let that bastard treat you that way . Should've never let someone get away with disrespecting my big sister like that. I know you didnt leave us on purpose I know you didnt want to go that day.You had so much life left to live. It's hard to see you go it hurts but I feel peace at the same time I know you've got a great man up there and he will always make sure your taken care of and you have everything you will never feel pain again you never have to suffer again .You never have to feel alone again .
Alot has happened this year, so much I wish you could see with us. Alexis is pregnant ! In two days she will be 20 weeks ! We find out the gender on valentines day .I'm so honored to become a father I never thought I'd make it this far but here I am and I promise you I'm going to be the best dad I can be I will always be there for them and be someone they can count on and look up to .I will hug them extra hard every day just for you .
April you've left me so many beautiful memories that I will cherish til the day I die. We had a great childhood ,the best days of my life was just having everyone together as one big happy family. Those were the most important days of my life. I miss your smile and your warm heart April you were so beautiful inside and out and you deserved so much more. It's because of your ways that I'm trying to change mine.Changing my perspectives on life . It hurts me that your gone but with your death you've brought out a new meaning in my life. I won't take another day for granted I will not let this life I've been given waste away Im going to live my life to the fullest every day and do my best to sit back , relax and enjoy this time until my time here is up . I'm going to stop focusing on all the negative and be more positive about everything. As hard as it is I'm going to try to let go of my hate towards Eric and let it go like I know you would've done .You deserved so much more than a low life like him you were as good as it gets. It's because of you i'm trying to become a better me every day everything down to the way I walk and I won't stop until I become the best possible version of myself.. I want you to look down on me and be proud of the things I've done . Your so far but your always so close to my heart . I won't let you down and I swear to you I will take care of mom ,dad and michelle and Wayne. I love you big sis you mean the world to me I know your in a beautiful place and cant wait to see you on the other side ! Please look out for us I need you your my guardian angel .

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Posted by Rose Hart on April 5, 2020
My daughter happy birthday in heaven another year without you I love you more than I can express and my pain I can't describe .
I will see you again and next time it will be forever
I love you
Mom
Posted by Rose Hart on February 13, 2020
My sweet daughter it's been 2 years without you it feels like forever I will never be ok until I am with you again
I love you so much
Mom
Posted by Rose Hart on April 5, 2019
April
Happy birthday it's another year without you I would give anything to have you here nothing seems right nothing seems fair I will never understand why God took you I can only hope God holds you until I can .
I hope you are happy and enjoying heaven save me a place I love you very much I cant wait to see you aga.in.
her Life

My daughter

April was a loving person never could stay mad at anyone . 

April had a beautiful smile and was a beautiful person although most times she could not see her beauty.

April loved her 2 children Michelle and Wayne .

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Shared by Rose Hart on March 9, 2019

April 

I am thinking of you today as I do everyday I wish I could see you come through the front door .

I wish this was all just a bad dream and that it never happened I struggle everyday to just make it .

I love you very much

Shared by Rose Hart on March 1, 2019

April I am thinking of you today and everyday I pray that jesus hugs you everyday and that you are happy and peaceful .

My life has been a constant struggle since you have been gone I find myself lost not knowing what I am doing and trying to figure out how to go on .

I wake up every morning hoping it was all a bad dream just to realize it wasn't and that you are still not here.

I wish I could have been a better mother and could have helped you realize what a great daughter ,mother and person you were and always will be.

I know I will see you one day but it doesn't take the pain away now and everyday the pain is more real it doesn't get better.

I love you so much when you left you took me with you and I can never be the same again.

I just hope you know what a beautiful person you were and there is light missing I still expect you to walk through the door everyday.

I can't explain my pain there are no words at all I can't just get over this you were and are a part of me forever .

I love you April 

My daughter

Shared by Rose Hart on February 13, 2019

April. (2/13/2019) Today it has been one year without you it feels like yesterday. I never knew a day could feel so long , I never knew how many tears I could cry , I never knew what it felt like to actually feel my heart break day after day, I never knew how many feelings can flood a soul , I never dreamed you would be gone , I never knew what it was like to want to scream at the top of my lungs , I never knew what it would feel like to not want to go on and wonder what it's all for . I never knew how I would die myself when you did . I never knew I could be angry with God but trust at the same time . I am trying to figure out so many things I question what I could have done different I hate myself on a daily basis I blame myself on a daily basis . I find it harder not easier everyday a child is not supposed to die before a parent. I am doing my best to hang on day to day there is not a moment I don't think of you. I don't know who I am anymore I don't know how I am supposed to live anymore my heart is in so many pieces I know I can never recover but we have our family and your nieces and nephews and one on the way so I keep doing my best to make it and keep your memory alive everyday and every way possible. I will forever long to be with you . I am trying to survive and go on not move on because I can never let your memory die as long as I have breath you will not be forgotten. I can only hope God hugs you everyday and that you are happy and loved. I hope you know how much you were and are loved it will never die . I will continue to see you when I look at the stars ,the rain , the birds and butterflies, in Wayne and Michelle all around I feel you and I hope you feel us too. I love you more than you realized and I will love you forever and one day we will be together again until then I hope you are having the best time in heaven and have all the things you did not have here. I will see you soon I love you