March 21
March 21
Today is your birthday and I miss you so much my baby <3 I wish you were here sweetie. I miss holding you and holding your little hand, I miss you giving me kisses, I miss seeing you running around playing, I miss throwing the ball with you, I miss making you breakfast and watching you eat it all up and then want more. I miss you so much honey and wish you were here so much. Lately it's been really hard without you here, my thoughts are filled with that unfaithful day and I want happy memories there instead of the bad ones. I feel like I'm tarnishing your memory with the bad ones but I can't stop thinking of them. My dear sweetheart, I love you so much and I miss you as much.