Today is your birthday and I miss you so much my baby <3 I wish you were here sweetie. I miss holding you and holding your little hand, I miss you giving me kisses, I miss seeing you running around playing, I miss throwing the ball with you, I miss making you breakfast and watching you eat it all up and then want more. I miss you so much honey and wish you were here so much. Lately it's been really hard without you here, my thoughts are filled with that unfaithful day and I want happy memories there instead of the bad ones. I feel like I'm tarnishing your memory with the bad ones but I can't stop thinking of them. My dear sweetheart, I love you so much and I miss you as much.

I'm sorry I didn't leave a message for you on your heavenly birthday my sweet baby, lately its been really hard missing you and wishing you were here with me and your little sister, you also have a little brother on the way. Thank you for sending them to us sweet baby. I wish I could hold you again. I love you so much and I still feel like you're here with me but I wish you were here physically with me, I would hold you and never let go.

Happy heavenly birthday my sweet baby, I love and miss you everyday. I wish you were still here with me the world isn't the same without you. You have a little sister now and I wish you could've met her, she's such a sweetie and she looks like you. I feel sad and happy whenever I look at her because I see a little of you in her.

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I love you so very much bella.

Goodmorning sunshine how are you ? Nana misses you so much . I miss you more than I could ever imagine. I was looking at pics of you. I am still afraid of looking at videos . One day when I see you my heart will be whole. I love you baby so much . Love always nana

I love you so much nanas baby . I miss you everyday . Nana is ready when you are sweetheart. Until we meet again my sweet angel . I love you baby .

As I sit here thinking of you, I find myself happy to have been your mother for 3 years. I know I'll see you again baby. I'm sorry i didn't tell you enough of how much I love you. I love you with all my heart sweetie and I pray that one day we meet again.

Good night Bella. Nana thinks of you everyday and every hour. I miss you so much baby . Nana loves you baby . Always and forever until we meet again .

Goodmorning sunshine. How are you my sweet baby ? I miss you so much . Always remember baby . Your nanas heart and soul. 

My little angel, I will never forget you. I miss you more each day but I know you are in a better place. You are so loved by everyone that came in contact with you. You are my heart and my soul and I know one day I'll see you again my darling baby.

My dear angel
God gave me 3 beautiful years with you . But I will hold you in my heart for eternity. I love you so much sweetheart. Always remember nana is just a whisper away . Until we meet again my sweet angel baby. I will protect your mommy and daddy . I'm keeping your memories alive my sweetheart. Love always nana