my son was my life  there was nothing i wouldnt do for him i would of laid down my own life just to keep him on this lfe for he was far to young to leave it  he had 2 gorgeous sons that miss him dreadfully n a brother n sister that miss him everyday of their lives n me his mother well iwill never be the same woman again he left a massive hole in my heart that will never b filled  but sadly he had had enough of this life n couldnt take no more heartache n sadly took hs on life    i will never forget that morning my life just seemed to freeze i cannot explain how much i miss him it hurts like i have never felt before  he was a character always up for a laugh everyone loved him he had so many friends some very very special ones     i will always love u son iwi will never ever forget the last 24yrs of my life n how much love n happiness u gave me in that time  i was proud to call u MY SON  xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx