ForeverMissed
This memorial website was created in memory of our loved one, Ashley Zabel 26 years old , born on April 26, 1988 and passed away on August 3, 2014. We will remember her forever.
Posted by Diana Gladson on September 12, 2020
Hey baby girl it's been rough I fell again this time I landed on my back I've been trying to find more creative ways to save us it's been a challenge I decided to try stocks the banks didn't have much to offer so I stumbled across an app our grandma walker got cancer and had to have her breast removed she's doing ok kids are all ok well at least ours are girls are home schooling now I got back to seeing my kidney specialist my need a transplant my self still got disability on hold it's going got an app for health insurance just got copies buddahs good she keeps getting ear infections but she's putting on weight again love u miss u uve been making ur presence know it's scary times but it's ok I'm always looking for other options mom's good she has 2 jobs now don't lose us I'm hanging on to everything I can
Posted by Diana Gladson on May 14, 2020
Hey baby girl we lost one of our homies Donnie passed in a car wreck the other were doing good mom finally went to the dentist she got 4 teeth pulled I finally got unemployment I got disapproved for disability hey guess who finally came out of hiding after all my fussing and calling the native tribes us included they finally agreed to sue for federal fundings I may have broke my hip this kids are doing awesome everyone's out of school got us on lock down I'm going to the Dr myself see how much damage I did falling moms got herself a new car miss u love u
Posted by Denise Zabel on December 25, 2019
It's my 6th Christmas without you..... And it's not any easier.... I have not interest or excitement for the holidays..... Other than I get to see our boys..... I miss you so much and every day is a struggle..... Keep your eyes on your boys..... They need you!!!! I love and miss you sooo much!!! Merry Christmas my Angel
Posted by Diana Gladson on September 10, 2019
Hey baby girl schools back in we survived another year everyone's doing ok got a job at a gas station it's not as fun hanging out without u but we're pushing thru me and stay pretty busy working but ur always in our thoughts love u it's really Hot out be chance u can send some cooler weather
Posted by Rene Eubanks on August 3, 2019
Sweet angel I still can’t believe you aren’t here with us even after 5 years. I think and miss you everyday!
Posted by Rene Eubanks on April 26, 2019
This year I’ve decided to write a memory of something we always laughed about. One time you came with Gma to visit us in Branson. We took you to the Showboat Branson Belle and had a fun time. When we got home our son in Oklahoma had been in a car accident. So we drove there in the night. You and Samantha slept in the car and when you woke up
You were so confused as to where you were. You were six years old.
So thankful for the good, sweet memories of you! Happy Birthday sweet girl!
Posted by Samantha Nicole on April 26, 2019
Missing you especially today!!! You would be 31 and we would be the same age for 2 months!! I’m a little jealous you get to celebrate your birthday with Papa but it brings me peace at the same time! Miss you more than you know! Give Papa a hug from me!!!
Posted by Diana Gladson on March 12, 2019
Hey baby girl just discovered I lost my email it's been awhile since I got to talk to u I still talk to u in the shower I know u watch over us got a new puppy named him Scooby still have Buddha our kids r getting big we got high schoolers now scary think about u every day I stay busy working hang with the kids when I'm free I still look and listen for the signs ur around im still here with mom we love u started working on a page for the kids not sure they will take to it hope u haven't gone too far most certainly not forgotten miss u
Posted by Denise Zabel on February 26, 2019
Needing you right now!!!!
Posted by Rene Eubanks on December 27, 2018
Oh dear Ash I’ve thot about you and your Papa a lot this week and how your Christmas in heaven was with him there with you this year. For us it was a very different year! As we go into the new year we know it’s just closer to when we will see you both sooner. Love you sweet niece. Sending hugs for you and papa!
Posted by Denise Zabel on August 3, 2018
we will be thinking of your today.... its our ASHLEY day..... were are going to run around and do all the little things you enjoyed.... and insisted we do..... and im so glad you did!!!!!!!! they all make us feel closer to you..... to sit and remember. be with us today and always-momma loves you and misses you to the moon and back...… as big as the sky …. and how much it is!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Posted by Denise Zabel on May 13, 2018
Happy mother's day baby!!!! We love and miss you each and every day....... But days like this are just a little harder.......were all think In of you today...........be with your sons today!!!!! Love you baby girl
Posted by Rene Eubanks on April 26, 2018
Well sweet girl I can’t believe you are 30 today. If you were here I would be teasing you and telling you that you are big dirty thirty or flirty thirty. We all miss you so much. Heaven holds the sweetest, prettiest, angel. Happy birthday my darling niece! Love you!
Posted by Denise Zabel on April 26, 2018
30 years ago today..... I was blessed with. My baby girl.,....., happy birthday baby...... I love you!!!!!
Posted by Denise Zabel on April 21, 2018
5 more days.............baby girl!!!!
Posted by Rene Eubanks on February 23, 2018
It's almost spring and soon I will be going to Gmas for the annual
St Pattys day parade, oh how I wish you would be there. I know how you loved it. We sure miss you and think of you so much! Love ya my sweet niece!
Posted by Denise Zabel on August 25, 2017
Today our little miracle baby is 10!!!! Hard to believe 10 years ago that tiny little 4 pound baby came struggling and fighting to be here..... Now he is a force to be reckoned with!!! He is such an amazing spirit!!! And looks just like his mamma!!!! I wish you were here to tell him how amazing he is!!!! But ill sure tell him enough for us both!! Happy birthday Kial!!!!
Posted by Denise Zabel on August 21, 2017
Your baby girl, puppers is on her way to you...... I hope you have no trouble reuniting on the other side...... RIP Puppers.... 12/15/02-8/21/17 I love you both.....
Posted by Denise Zabel on June 18, 2017
Today our oldest baby is 14!!!; the young man he has become would make you so proud!!!!! He is so much like you!!!! Especially about his nana!!!!! He has such an amazing spirit and his mamma's soul!!!! We love and miss you baby girl!!!!! You should be here!!!!!!
Posted by Denise Zabel on May 16, 2017
I woke up today remembering all the times you and the boys woke me up singin happy birthday to me!!!! And when I was at work you left messages with you all singing...... God I wish I had those messages now!!!!! It's just another day without you and the boys!!!!!!
Posted by Denise Zabel on April 26, 2017
Today my heart aches a little more.... It's such a miraculous day.... The day you were born!!!! And it was always such a celebration for you! To spend it without you.... I can't begin to describe...... I miss you so much!!!! I love you baby girl!!!! Happy birthday!!!!! Big 29!!!!! It's still your day...... Well your month!!!!!!!
Posted by Denise Zabel on April 16, 2017
the countdown continues...............10 more days...........
Posted by Denise Zabel on April 16, 2017
happy easter my baby girl!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Posted by Nysha Atkins on April 16, 2017
Ashley I miss our late night talks on your bedroom, going on a drive together, your energy, beautiful smile, I miss everything about you and it's still hard to believe your gone but still with us. One day I will see you again! God bless your mom Denise and your boys, she will never let you be forgotten and boys will always know your love for them through her!
Posted by Diana Gladson on February 8, 2017
Hey baby girl it's been a long three years the kids r doing good im home with mom pushing through one day at a time it's not the same with out you I still sit and hope you will come thru the door I spend more time at home missing you then out enjoying life I know your in a better place I miss our weekends and parties I love you so much
Posted by Rene Eubanks on February 7, 2017
I woke up thinking about you and missing you today my sweet niece.
Posted by Sue Knoll on November 21, 2016
I have visited many memorial web sites and read many tributes, but this one was empowering and I am leaving here feeling like I knew Ashley and knowing without a doubt the love another mother has for her daughter. I have never lost a child, so I can't say that I know how you feel. I can feel your pain through the memories you share and feel blessed for opening this tribute up.
Posted by Denise Zabel on August 3, 2016
"it is agony to carry your baby in your heart...... And not your arms"
Posted by Denise Zabel on June 18, 2016
well baby, your boy made it to a teenager!!!!! 'you should be here' it wont be the same with out you, but he does his best to make you proud every day! love you baby!!!!
Posted by Rene Eubanks on May 17, 2016
We miss her so much! She was my very special niece and always the sweetest thing. I will never understand why she had to go so young but know she isn't sick or in pain anymore.
Posted by Denise Zabel on May 16, 2016
i miss you baby girl.............

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Posted by Diana Gladson on September 12, 2020
Hey baby girl it's been rough I fell again this time I landed on my back I've been trying to find more creative ways to save us it's been a challenge I decided to try stocks the banks didn't have much to offer so I stumbled across an app our grandma walker got cancer and had to have her breast removed she's doing ok kids are all ok well at least ours are girls are home schooling now I got back to seeing my kidney specialist my need a transplant my self still got disability on hold it's going got an app for health insurance just got copies buddahs good she keeps getting ear infections but she's putting on weight again love u miss u uve been making ur presence know it's scary times but it's ok I'm always looking for other options mom's good she has 2 jobs now don't lose us I'm hanging on to everything I can
Posted by Diana Gladson on May 14, 2020
Hey baby girl we lost one of our homies Donnie passed in a car wreck the other were doing good mom finally went to the dentist she got 4 teeth pulled I finally got unemployment I got disapproved for disability hey guess who finally came out of hiding after all my fussing and calling the native tribes us included they finally agreed to sue for federal fundings I may have broke my hip this kids are doing awesome everyone's out of school got us on lock down I'm going to the Dr myself see how much damage I did falling moms got herself a new car miss u love u
Posted by Denise Zabel on December 25, 2019
It's my 6th Christmas without you..... And it's not any easier.... I have not interest or excitement for the holidays..... Other than I get to see our boys..... I miss you so much and every day is a struggle..... Keep your eyes on your boys..... They need you!!!! I love and miss you sooo much!!! Merry Christmas my Angel
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Emerald Bay 10/2019

Shared by Denise Zabel on October 22, 2019
Well baby girl.... It's my last night here...... I feel so close to you when I'm here..... I never want to leave..... I'm not sure why I feel you so much here.... We never came here together..... But I see you in the ocean! You walk with me on the beach..... You watch the dolphins with me and I can hear you laugh...... I hope and pray the boys feel it to!!! I have to bring them, I want them to feel your ]presence like I do!!!! It makes leaving here so hard but I'm so greatful Julie brought me here!!! I know your always with me and maybe it's just my state of mind here that makes me more aware of your presence...... Whatever it is...... I will continue to come back every chance I get!!! I miss you so much!!! Every single day!!! You and those boys are so much of my life!!! It's been 5 long years and Still not a day goes by that I don't reach for my phone to text you something funny or something that pissed me of...... Or just something no one else would understand....... You are still my whole world... Just from a very l9ng distance.... With no cell service!!!! My heart aches for you every day baby girl!!!! I miss you so much!! Sometimes it's unbearable!!!! Sometimes I don't know how I can do it anymore...... Then those 3 angels you gave me remind me I have to love them for you too!!!! It's 3 am so I have time for one more long walk on the beach with you before going back...... So unti next time...... Let's go for a walk baby!!! I love you to the moon and back...... To the sky and how big it is........ All the stars.... The moon...... The universe and infinity!!!!! 

summers end 2017

Shared by Denise Zabel on August 8, 2017
Well baby, its been another busy summer...... We have done Calebs birthday, traveled, did summer school, saw fireworks, visited family and friends, went to concerts, go karts and dirt bikes, rodeos and fairs, gonna try to make a mud run... And missed you!!!! I'm trying not to lose myself in sadness cuz they gotta go back in less than a week...... But its hard not to think about it..... And they know... The questions and fits about leaving home..... We miss you so much, and its worse when we dont have each other!!!! They are growing so fast baby!!!!! But if it takes my last dying breath..... They will know how much you love them!!!! Please be with us while were apart........ And missing you as well as each other!!!!! Miss you baby girl!!!! My angel...

summer 2017

Shared by Denise Zabel on June 28, 2017
Well baby, we took Caleb to our favorite Mexican restaurant....sat at our table and Caleb got his cake in his face again..... The next day we were off to Vegas!!! Our boys have now been through Missouri, Kansas, Oklahoma, Texas, new Mexico, Arizona (we saw Georgia) and Nevada...we spent 5 days in Vegas.... Then came home through Utah( I got a ticket) and we stopped in Colorado! I showed the boys our favorite place!!! Told them all about our vacation there 20 plus years ago!!! Showed them your mountain, and let them drink from the Colorado river where you did!!!! It was awesome to tell them all about how much me and you love it there!!! Abby's coffee shop is still there!!! And so was Frisco lodge!!! We walked the trail you rode bikes on with your dad!!! It all took my breath away!!!! Was so peaceful and made my heart smile to relive our memories!!! Of course it was emotional to be there without you!!!! But the boys were excited to do what mom did!!! You were with us!!! I love you to the moon and back baby girl!!!!! And miss you more than words can ever explain!!!