My dearest Asia. Mommy misses you so much that it hurts. I miss our morning talks while I’m drinking coffee after everyone has left out for work and school and it’s just the two of us. I miss your silly laugh. I miss hearing you call me Mommy. I miss your beautiful face. I miss hugging and kissing you. It’s been almost a year since I’ve seen, kissed, heard or touched you and I’m dreading the anniversary of the worst day of my life. Please know that I have and always will love you with all my heart. You’ll always be my first born, my first heartbeat and my first forever love. Rest peacefully babygirl. Mommy loves you, Tutu.

I just celebrated my first birthday without you. It was so hard. I miss you so much. Your presence, your contributions to our family, your love and attentiveness to us is profoundly missed. Your absence is so heavily felt each and everyday but especially during this holiday season. We were so big on holidays and our special family traditions. You always made sure I felt so loved and celebrated on my birthday. I just kept waiting to hear you say “Happy birthday mommy”. Kept looking for you to come walking through my bedroom doors with a beautiful card and gifts. You took so much pride in getting me the perfect gift. You would really be proud of your sisters though. They did well. Not a day goes by that I don’t hear your voice, see your face and miss you terribly. It all still feels like a bad dream - like it still isn’t real. But then I don’t wake up from it and realize I’m still living this real life nightmare. I love you, Asia. Now and forever you’ll always be my first born, my first heartbeat, my baby. My Tutu.

Our dearest darling Sister
How can we find the words to say
To tell of how much we miss you
Throughout every single day?
We miss all the times you have spent with each and everyone of us.
The way you would always have that bright smile on your face when surrounded by your siblings. Your smile would brighten up the whole room Happy.
Living life without you is so very hard to bear. We lost you but we gained a beautiful angel to always watch over us and keep us protected. You were the babygirl of the bunch now you are our protector.
We will alway love you and we miss you so much.
Happy Heavenly Birthday To Our Sister In Heaven Asia
Love Your Siblings ❤❤❤❤❤

Happy Heavenly Birthday sweetie. Continue to sleep with the angels.