Mama, it's been 3 years.
In my heart, it is still broken without you. Every day, I wake up. I think it's gonna be a better day, but it never is. It's like there's a hole in myself, and I'm in it and I don't know how to get out. They say time, it gets better, but I don't see it.. I am so happy that you get to spend Eternity with Jesus Christ.
But I can't seem to get my emotions and my heart to fell the happy for you.. It's hard not having your here to talk to and to feel your touch of your hand. I miss the hug and kisses and love you always have for me. You loved all your kids. But I wish I had more time with you like the other kids had. I miss you much.. I love you momma.

Momma Happy 94th Birthday up in Heaven.. I hope you are having fun being in the presence of our Lord and savior Jesus Christ and family and friends in Heaven. Down here, we sure do miss you so much. We are doing little better with being able to talk and reminisce about you without crying to much. But sometimes it hits us like a brick. But mom after you past it sure woke us girls up.. We show more love and concern for each other now. We never want you to look down and be disappointed at us.
We sure do miss you. I live in Alabama now and I know you look down over us all the time. I can feel it.. Thank you for sending cardinals that fly all around our home.. I would give anything just to cook you another meal or to take you out for one. I would love to buy you another present or to buy you flowers again. Must of all I would love to see your face and beautiful eyes that sparkle and that smile again. But one day I will see you again Momma I'm trying to live right and doing what you taught us growing up. To let Jesus Christ to live in our hearts. I want to be ready when he comes for me like you was... Before I forget you will be proud of Dan he's going to church now trying to live right.
Now, I just need to get Reba on that right path... I love you so much momma.. Thank you for being best mom and grandma ever.. And thank so for raising me to know Jesus Christ as our Lord and savior.. Happy beautiful birthday up in Heaven we all miss you and we love you so much. Give everyone our love up in Heaven..
Love your, baby girl Lisa

Grandma it is so hard to be here without you I just want to call you just to hear your voice but I can’t:( this is so hard being here and your not here I love u so much!

Mama so many times you've saved me from doing the wrong things. And I pray to God that I can be the half the women you have taught me to be.. My love for you will never stop if anything it will grow stronger as each day I'm missing you.. Mama thank you for coming home from the hospital to give me that last few days to care for you.. As you know that's why I got in the medical Field just to help take care of you.. Mama I promise that I will live my life right because I want to see you.. When your up in heaven flying around in your looking for a place to fly come to my home in show your sign to me, to let me know your my angel all the time... I will always be your baby girl and you will never leave my mind.. There's not enough love in the world that I can say to you, other than show you and tell in person in heaven thats why ill live my life right for you.. Love you baby girl Lisa (Polica)