February 8
February 8
Mama, it's been 3 years.
In my heart, it is still broken without you. Every day, I wake up. I think it's gonna be a better day, but it never is. It's like there's a hole in myself, and I'm in it and I don't know how to get out. They say time, it gets better, but I don't see it.. I am so happy that you get to spend Eternity with Jesus Christ.
But I can't seem to get my emotions and my heart to fell the happy for you.. It's hard not having your here to talk to and to feel your touch of your hand. I miss the hug and kisses and love you always have for me. You loved all your kids. But I wish I had more time with you like the other kids had. I miss you much.. I love you momma.
In my heart, it is still broken without you. Every day, I wake up. I think it's gonna be a better day, but it never is. It's like there's a hole in myself, and I'm in it and I don't know how to get out. They say time, it gets better, but I don't see it.. I am so happy that you get to spend Eternity with Jesus Christ.
But I can't seem to get my emotions and my heart to fell the happy for you.. It's hard not having your here to talk to and to feel your touch of your hand. I miss the hug and kisses and love you always have for me. You loved all your kids. But I wish I had more time with you like the other kids had. I miss you much.. I love you momma.