September 27, 2023
September 27, 2023
It's been 2 years and yet I still think of you everyday of my life my first baby my big girl mama always said I loved playing mama to you we had our share of fights like all siblings do but in adulthood u were my best friend if I wanted to talk I knew who'd answer and let me complain or gossip of course if I was in a bad mood u know I'd come at u like a hurricane acting like I had all the answers when I was just as much of a disaster as you were sis . No one will ever be able to feel the void I have in my heart after losing you grief really can change a person I've been grieving u for 2 years now I torment myself bc I feel like if I would've pushed more I could've saved you I miss ur goofiness I miss ur big compassionate heart that loved everyone I wish I was more like you when it came to not caring about what others think u know I've always cared way too much of others opinions I love you my beautiful baby sister I'm thankful God gave me 28 years with you I tell your nephews about u all the time axston asked me why I was crying and I told him missing my baby sister that's in heaven and he said aunt aut my boys know of u through my stories and pictures I miss Madi she's in good hands happy and healthy we love and miss you so much autumn Brooke