ForeverMissed
This memorial website was created in memory of our loved one, Axel Ricardo Diaz Jr. 16 years old, born on November 30, 1994 and passed away on February 6, 2011. We will remember him forever.
Posted by Alex Diaz on December 9, 2015
Another Birthday my son is not here, he is 21 now a young man, life sucks his life ended before it even got started, no one understands or cares unless its there son/daughter. uploaded several pics it was a sad day. I love you Axel miss you, don't blame you for anything.  : (
Posted by Alex Diaz on April 7, 2015
Another Easter without Axel, 4yrs 2mo for myself it still hurts like it was yesterday I made him his basket and took a balloon. I love you and miss you son, On Easter day his mom, brother, sisters, nieces and nephews were all there with Axel, I took pics with my phone a day earlier and on that day I took some aerial photos and videos with my Drone. Drone Pics/Videos are tagged with drone program starting with second set digits 134/ 133.
Posted by Alex Diaz on February 10, 2015
4 years now that My son Axel has been gone. It still hurts the pain, sadness and emptiness will ever go away. His mom and I miss him and love him beyond anyone's comprehension. Friday the family got together to remember him. I got a hold of pics of my son I have never seen truly a treasure. Pics will be uploaded here. This month at axels resting place there will be pics for everyone to see my special son, Love Mom And Dad forever.
Posted by Alex Diaz on December 21, 2014
Merry Christmas Son I love you and miss you so much beyond words. Thanks to Jenny and her daughter Angie for helping with decorating. Seems like all family to busy or forgot, you always get hurt by the people closest to you!!! anyways this is the best set up for Axel don't miss it. 32 pics uploaded and video coming soon. Love you Axel.  : (
Posted by Alex Diaz on December 1, 2014
Today is my son's birthday he is 20 yrs old suppose to be young full of life instead we are here and he is elsewhere. I miss him every day pain still feels the same as the day he left. He is special and I am sure he is missed by everyone, Pics uploaded Halloween and Birthday today. Happy Birthday SON I love you and Miss you I cant wait to see you and be together again cause this world is really as sad as it seems.
Posted by Alex Diaz on February 7, 2014
3 years now that my son is gone I miss him so much I never got the chance to hold him or tell him I love him, I hope he is at peace but for a person who has no faith its hard for me to know, I love you Axel son!!!!! There are 7 new pics uploaded.
Posted by Alex Diaz on December 16, 2013
Another Christmas with out Jr, Very sad, Nothing more to say! if its not your child no one cares!! This year My niece Jenny and Son Richard helped decorate axel's area!!!! A lot of pics uploaded.  : (
Posted by Alex Diaz on December 13, 2013
I love you son, Thinking of you every minute everyday, I am sad you are not here during these times with your family.  : (
Posted by Alex Diaz on December 1, 2013
Yesterday was Axel's 19th birthday, I am extremely sad and angry. I was at his site, took him a small cake w/candles, ballons,flowers. I wished for him to be safe and happy where he is at! Life is not fair!!! especially when everyone suffers due to a individuals Choices!!! Not fair at all!!! I love you son, hope you see that we all miss you Love Dad. PICS ADDED ALSO A PIC FROM SIS IN VEGAS!! : (
Posted by Alex Diaz on October 28, 2013
Another year Gone!! I miss my son and still in pain as if it had happened yesterday.Halloween was one of his favorite days There are new pics/song up loaded showing decorations, a tree that once stood by his site is gone, it will be different now decorating that tree was a good area to add color to his resting place. I love you son.
Posted by Alex Diaz on October 1, 2013
I love you Axel everywhere I go I am reminded of you!!!, I see Blue all the time, I miss you love dad.  : (
Posted by Alex Diaz on September 27, 2013
I love you son, I have not gone to see you since Easter, Not cause I forgot about you, It hurts me to see you there, I can not say or do anything to bring you back or find out how you are doing. I think of you every day every minute. But I will start to go regularly again. It is said that Music can heal every thing, not true a broken soul can never be healed. I love you axel Jr, I miss you
Posted by Alex Diaz on April 1, 2013
Another Easter with out My son here very sad, But a reunion with My other Children lifted a great weight off my heart and I know Axel jr was happy that we were reunited and talking. I really need this it came at a time that was uncertain for me. I feel my son close to me, I wish I could be with him!! Happy Easter Axel Jr I love you and miss you, and thanks son I know your behind ALL of IT.
Posted by Alex Diaz on February 26, 2013
This Month has been very hard for me I remember everything as if it happened yesterday. For those that loved my son Thank You. I wish there was more I can do or say. I Love You Son, I cant Imagine what you went thru, I hope your are at Peace. Love Dad.
Posted by Alex Diaz on February 7, 2013
2yrs ago today I lost my son, I feel lost and sad, I am not the only one in pain the Entire Family is still mourning.{TO THE WORLD YOU MAY BE ONE PERSON, BUT TO ONE PERSON YOU MAY BE THE WORLD...} thats what my kids are to me my world, despite being a broken family,and not being loved by them I love them regardless, with jr gone my world is incomplete. I love you Axel jr. LOVE DAD.......
Posted by HENRY DIAZ on February 6, 2013
I CANT SAY THIS ENOUGH "WE LOVE YOU AXEL" NO MATTER HOW MUCH TIME PASSES WE WILL ALWAYS HAVE YOU IN OUR HEARTS. (THE DIAZ FAMILY...HHH,CANDICE,ANTHONY48,BRIANNA,BRANDON5,ALYSSA)
Posted by Alex Diaz on February 4, 2013
It's Almost 2 yrs now that Axel has been gone these coming days will be hard for me. Feb 6 is a day I dread!!!! I hope that my son is ok, but I still have doubts especially when things occur out of the ordinary. a few weeks ago there was Damage to Axel's grave it was taken care of after his mom and family complained, as well as Myself and My brother. Then there is a story with audio posted
Posted by Alex Diaz on January 1, 2013
I wish my son a happy New life where he is at, dont know if where he is does time exist or does it just stand still no one knows, as for me no such thing as a happy new year, just a different year with the same pain and suffering and lack of answers to this tradgedy the Diaz family has been enduring. I loaded a video,I released a wish lantern 4 Axel wishing him everlasting peace/happieness
Posted by christine diaz on December 27, 2012
LiL brother. i love U & miss U so much. i wish U could be here, olivia is talking so much. she talks about U, saying that she want to visit U, or saying that U are home. i wish U couldhave meet your first nephew i know that i dont visit you often and it hurts me that i dont, but i know that you see and understand my situation. U are always in my thought & prayers. I LOVE U BROTHER
Posted by Alex Diaz on December 26, 2012
There is 1 Christmas Video. Merry Christmas Axel Jr from the Entire Diaz Family!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Love You, Miss You Son!!.
Posted by Alex Diaz on December 26, 2012
This year we decorated Axel's site while raining, it was not as elaborate as last year's set up but it is nice. Thanks to my Niece Jenny and her Friend Alma who helped me decorate, we all got sick. But it was worth it. WE ALL LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU AXEL, MERRY CHRISTMAS.
Posted by Alex Diaz on December 26, 2012
It's Christmas suppose to be a Joyous day Not for Me!! I wish for My son to have a Happy Christmas where he is. Nothing is the same without him. I am sure that everyone who knows him misses him. I love You Axel Jr!!!! Love Dad : (
Posted by Alex Diaz on November 30, 2012
Today is Jr's Birthday he is 18 a young man, Somewhere he is looking at all of us watching life unfold behind the scenes where only truth exists. Not a happy day for me, But I wish for My son to be happy not only today forever. I uploaded a lot of pics and 2 short videos, also lyrics to a song that is all to true about life and being a young man in the early years struggling to live!!!!!!!
Posted by Alex Diaz on November 30, 2012
HAPPY BIRTHDAY AXEL JR FROM THE ENTIRE DIAZ FAMILY HERE AND IN LAS VEGAS(SIS jOCELYN). BE HAPPY YOU WILL ALWAYS BE FOREVER YOUNG. I LOVE YOU SON!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Posted by Alex Diaz on November 1, 2012
The Entire Diaz Family remembers our fallen family member Axel jr, Son,nephew, A good soul. Stacy and Mom Carved the pumpkins and ornaments, large flowers. I made him his basket,Pic frame,ghost figure,small flowers. Finally repaired all broken pieces to axel's ornaments vandalized 3 weeks ago, starting this weekend I will start decorating his site again. Love DAD : (
Posted by Jamie Clark on October 18, 2012
I am so sadden to have learned about the loss. I had great pleasure of meeting little axel just adorable as can be, his contagious smile remains in my heart and memories. God has the pleasure of your smile always in my thoughts with a SMILE!!!
Posted by Alex Diaz on October 1, 2012
I miss my son, its impossible to continue living happy clearly the best days are behind me, but now I am only missing my son. It appears only myself and immediate family are the only ones visiting Axel! that says a lot. To make matters worse it appears some one vandalized his area. the damaged is fixed but if any one else cares could you please visit Axel clean his site, leave flowers THNX
Posted by Alex Diaz on August 20, 2012
I am back! My son is loved and missed by everyone who lives in Las Vegas, his baby sister Jocelyn Diaz, her mother Rose, and Andrew & Anthony. Even though he was in their presence briefly he still touched their hearts. Love always Dad!! : (
Posted by Alex Diaz on July 30, 2012
Axel"s uncle Henry visited and left him a present. As a uncle he loved my boys like they were his own, what more can a parent want. I will be out of town for a couple of weeks so axel's decorations will not be set up. I ask that those who visit my son to leave something small during this time so his site will not look empty,Thank you. As for me where ever I go I take my pain&memories,DAD
Posted by Alex Diaz on July 22, 2012
I miss you Axel we never got the chance to talk. I think of you every moment I will never let your Memory FADE TO GREY! I hope others will do the same!. I made a pic memorial for AXEL it turned out good but not good for outdoors, it was given to his oldest sister. I am making another pic memeorial that will be water proof and solar powered designed for outdooors. I Love You Son. LOVE DAD
Posted by Alex Diaz on June 29, 2012
The 4th of July is almost here, I know this is a day my son enjoyed, I am deeply sad he is not here. I remember he liked to modify the Picolo Pete's and hear them whistle and blow up! I added two items that will be a part of his resting site from now on. They can be seen begining on 6/30/2012, I hope everyone goes to see and enjoy them. I LOVE YOU AXEL(DAD)  : (
Posted by Alex Diaz on June 18, 2012
On this Fathers Day I have nothing to Be Happy About, I miss My son. Even though my friend CONSTANTINE tells me I tried everything to get my family back, The end result is my son is gone even though the fault is not all mine, I suffer and I miss my son. I LOVE YOU AXEL I HOPE YOU SEE IT, I AM SORRY!! I HAVE BEEN SICK I HAVE NOT BEEN ABLE TO SEE YOU AND FIX YOUR RESTING PLACE I LOVE YOU SON
Posted by Veronica Diaz on June 6, 2012
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Posted by Veronica Diaz on June 6, 2012
i miss you so much that it hurts my son. life will never be the same. love you always my AXEL... MOM
Posted by Veronica Diaz on June 6, 2012
my son.. i love you forever, i love you for always as long as am living MY BABY YOU WILL BE... my heart aches , my heart breaks, there is no answer to the question and it hurts. may you be at peace .. for now all i could say is SORRY My SON!! Love you ALWAYS..... MOM!
Posted by Alex Diaz on April 21, 2012
On this day 4/20 I dedicate it to my son Axel jr, My birthday wish is for him to be in Gods Kingdom Happy and at peace living the Eternal life promised By God. I love you Son you will be forever young!!.  :-(
Posted by Alex Diaz on April 9, 2012
On this day easter 2012, second easter my son is not here with an eternity yet to come, I always tell him that there will be beautiful days like today but they will never be perfect, because he is not here!! :-(
Posted by Alex Diaz on February 22, 2012
1 yr ago this month my life changed and my sons as well. I hope and pray that my son is with our father in his kingdom happy and at peace, but for someone who's faith is weak I suffer not knowing for sure, I have learned that my son is special he has courage and makes all who are around him laugh he is a beacon of hope to others. I LOVE YOU AXEL JR, I WILL FIND YOU SON, NOW I NEED ANSWERS!
Posted by Evelyn Garcia on February 8, 2012
Hoping you have found peace and comfort. Your family in Boston has you in our prayers. Xoxoxo Evelyn
Posted by Angelina Vasquez on January 28, 2012
Rest In Paradise Axel! I Love You & I Miss You<33 ;/
Posted by Alex Diaz on January 5, 2012
I would like to thank everyone who contributed to my sons resting site on his birthday and Christmas his area looked nice on both occassions,I know my son felt everyones love,and sadness.It should have been a time of joy,but it was not cause my son is not here,he is the missing piece to everyones hearts who loved him and knew him.I LOVE YOU SON,MY LIFE WILL BE FILLED BY A INFINITE SADNESS!
Posted by HENRY DIAZ on November 30, 2011
Happy Birthday Axel, Everytime we light our candles here with your pictures and prayers your presence is felt and that brings a smile to us all, you ARE here with us mijo. I remember one day at Stacy's house (party) my daughter was hiding behind my leg and I said "Look Lyssa little Axel... remember like big Axel" and she smiled and waved and Axel bent down and smiled and waved back : ) HHH
Posted by Evelyn Garcia on November 30, 2011
Happy Birthday Axel Jr. I am glad to have gotten the opportunity to meet you and give you a hug. My goal of being out in Cali was to reconnect with my familia. I hope that you have found the tranquility that you where looking for. My prayers will always be with you and hope that God has you in his Glory.
Love Always,
Evelyn
Posted by Alex Diaz on November 24, 2011
On this Thanksgiving day I do not have nothing to be happy about or thankful for. All I want is for my son to be at peace,happy,living the eternal life that is promised to us by God. But I have no faith, I am stuck here with questions but no answers. I would like for everyone to not talk in past tense about my son(he was) instead he is, because he is still here in spirit!. Thank You
Posted by HENRY DIAZ on October 28, 2011
I've known about this site for some time now always looked but never posted till today. Its hard for me to express how much i miss my nephew because it still hurts as much as when i first heard about him... We all miss him dearly (myself, Candice, Anthony, Brianna, Brandon, and Alyssa) We love Axel and my kids always remember him always speak of him and the great person he was.   {HHH}
Posted by Alex Diaz on October 7, 2011
8 Months Now and I feel Sad and Broken, I love and miss my son. There is not a day that I don't cry. I would like to ask everyone that visits this site to Please lite a candle and set a glass of water and pray for my son everyday, Thank You. "EVERYTHING IS COLD AS LIFE"
Posted by Alex Diaz on September 26, 2011
I miss my son things were not good between us but never the less I loved him, now I will never be able to make things right with him, thats why I feel So Bad. Everyday I long for my time to come to be judged and maybe at that time I will see him!, for now I continue to suffer. :(
Posted by Alex Diaz on September 24, 2011
Life is fragile like PORCELAIN, My heart and soul feels so bad. I miss you Axel, I love you.

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Posted by Alex Diaz on December 9, 2015
Another Birthday my son is not here, he is 21 now a young man, life sucks his life ended before it even got started, no one understands or cares unless its there son/daughter. uploaded several pics it was a sad day. I love you Axel miss you, don't blame you for anything.  : (
Posted by Alex Diaz on April 7, 2015
Another Easter without Axel, 4yrs 2mo for myself it still hurts like it was yesterday I made him his basket and took a balloon. I love you and miss you son, On Easter day his mom, brother, sisters, nieces and nephews were all there with Axel, I took pics with my phone a day earlier and on that day I took some aerial photos and videos with my Drone. Drone Pics/Videos are tagged with drone program starting with second set digits 134/ 133.
Posted by Alex Diaz on February 10, 2015
4 years now that My son Axel has been gone. It still hurts the pain, sadness and emptiness will ever go away. His mom and I miss him and love him beyond anyone's comprehension. Friday the family got together to remember him. I got a hold of pics of my son I have never seen truly a treasure. Pics will be uploaded here. This month at axels resting place there will be pics for everyone to see my special son, Love Mom And Dad forever.
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Blue

Shared by Alex Diaz on October 28, 2013

WHEN I FIRST SAW MY BOYS AFTER NINE YEARS I WAS SO HAPPY THEY WERE STILL YOUNG. AXEL LIKED THIS SONG CALLED BLUE HE SANG IT TO ME WORD FOR WORD I REMEMBER I WAS SO HAPPY LISTENING TO  HIM SING THE SONG TO ME AND TOLD ME ABOUT THE VIDEO, NOW THIS SONG IS SOMETHING I CHERISH AND REMEMBER THAT DAY WITH CLARITY. I LOVE YOU AXEL I MISS YOU SO MUCH.     : (

Thinking of Axel Jr

Shared by Alex Diaz on February 26, 2013

This is a nice Picture, tells That Axel was raised in Paramount, A family pic of Brothers and Sisters with babies, the other pics show sad times.

THE DAY OUR LIVES CHANGED FOREVER

Shared by HENRY DIAZ on February 6, 2013

I REMEMBER THIS DAY TWO YEARS AGO IT WAS A SUNDAY MORNING AND MY FAMILY AND I WERE MOVING INTO OUR NEW PLACE, I WAS AT OUR OLD PLACE CARRYING BOXES INTO MY CAR AND MY DAD WAS HELPING ME SUDDENLY MY PHONE RANG BUT I COULDNT ANSWER IT CAUSE Y HANDS WERE FULL SO IN BETWEEN TRIPS FROM THE HOUSE TO THE CAR I QUICKLY GLANCED AT MY PHONE AND SAW THAT IT WAS MY MOM WHO HAD CALLED ME SO I THOUGHT I'LL CALL HER BACK AFTER IM DONE HERE BUT AS I KEPT LOADING MY CAR WITH BOXES MY PHONE KEPT RINGING I JUST THOUGHT MAYBE MY MOM WANTED US TO PICK UP SOME FOOD ON OUR WAY BACK. BUT AS MY DAD AND I FINISHED LOADING UP THE VAN IT COMPLETELY SLIPPED MY MIND TO CALL HER BACK SO WE DROVE BACK TO THE NEW HOUSE AND AS I'M WALKING IN, MY DAD A FEW STEPS BEHIND ME I SEE MY WIFE CANDICE IN THE KITCHEN AND SHE ASKS IF I HAD SPOKEN WITH MY MOM I SAID NO WHY WHAT HAPPENED AND CANDICE WITH TEARS IN HER EYES COULDNT BRING HERSELF TO TELL ME I SAID WHAT! WHAT HAPPENED? SHE STRUGGLES TO GET THE WORDS OUT... LITTLE AXEL IS.........IMMEDIATELY I SAID NO, NO TELL ME NO, MY HEART SANK AND I GOT THIS AWFUL FEELING IN MY STOMACH I TURN TO MY DAD AND HE HAS THIS SHOCKED STARE ON HIS FACE HE STARTS ASKING WHAT WHY? QUESTIONS WE DIDNT HAVE ANSWERS TO SO OF COURSE MY DAD AND I GET ON OUR PHONES AND START CALLING FAMILY TRYING TO FIND OUT ANY INFO WE CAN. SO WE RUSH OVER TO AXEL'S HOME AND I SEE FAMILY AND FRIENDS GATHERED OUTSIDE....FIRST PERSON I SEE IS CHRISTINE SHE TURNS TO ME CRYING WE HUG AND I ASK WHY WHY WHY ALL THE WHILE SHEDDING TEARS THE MOMENT IS SO SURREAL TO ME... THE MOMENTS THAT FOLLOWED SEEMED LIKE AN ETERNITY FROM MORE FAMILY AND FRIENDS ARRIVING TO THE CORONER ARRIVING ALL THE WHILE THOUGHTS AND MEMORIES OF JR. RAN THRU OUR MINDS. EVERYONE KNOWING THINGS WOULD NEVER BE THE SAME AGAIN... WE VISIT AXEL REGULARLY AND MY KIDS ALWAYS SMILE AND TALK ABOUT HIM MY WIFE DECORATES HIS SPACE WITH LITTLE FLOWERS MY GIRLS PICK OUT FOR HIM MY BOYS CLEAN OFF ANY DIRT OR PAPERS THAT MIGHT BE ON HIS SPACE I TRY TO CLEAN HIS HEADSTONE AS MUCH AS I CAN WE SPEND TIME WITH HIM AND RIGHT BEFORE WE LEAVE WE FORM A CIRCLE AROUND HIM AND PRAY FOR HIM :)   HE IS DEFINITELY LOVED AND WILL FOREVER REMAIN IN OUR HEARTS... WE LOVE YOU AXEL.... TODAY,TOMORROW, FOREVER. {HHH}