My baby barty was born on December 13, 1990 and he was the most beautiful baby boy I have ever seen, I remember he had his eyes wide open starring at me, before they took him to clean him up, we were so happy finally our baby boy was here, I was 16 and his dad was 18 wen one day my baby boy turned so red and started jerking a little I thought he was choking on his milk, but he did it again, we took him to the emergency room but by the time they saw him he wasn’t doing it anymore, after a few times of this happening dr Leung and dr ballesteroes tested my sweet baby boy and they found he had seizures and cerebral palsy, after that my baby went through numerous testing, lots of dr visits lots of therapy.Fast forward a few yrs it was Halloween and I had dressed him as Spider-Man I remember his face he was so mad cause I put the mask on him, lol he was not having it lol, you see we always made sure my baby was with us everywhere, it didn’t matter where we went he was with us he truck I treated also, I made sure he always had a birthday party, I didn’t care how many ppl went as long as he had his party,his first movie was ghost, I thought my baby boy was gonna get scared cause of how loud it was but he slept through the whole movie, back to Spider-Man Halloween this was the last Halloween my baby boy was with us, on January 13, 2014 my whole world was turned upside down, my baby boy passed away, I was lost , I didn’t know what I was gonna do without my baby, he stopped breathing in my arms and passed away in my arms,I remember asking why? Was my baby taken from me, why did he leave me, he was suppose to stay with me forever,I remember someone telling me God has a plan for him he needed him, but I know he is always with me, but I miss him so much, I wish I could hold him once more and see his beautiful smile and I can tell him he’s the most beautiful baby in the whole world, on Thursday my baby boy turns 28 and I will be there with 28 blue balloons and release them so they can fly way up in the sky until they reach him in heaven, I love you and miss you my baby boy, mommy loves her most beautiful baby in the whole world