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Baby Natasha

March 10, 2013

Baby Natasha 
 she is sadly been in lots of news papers and magazines as i have been fighting for the truth as to what went wrong that day when she was delivered  we never had the chance to  say goodbye  as  they toook my little Natashaaway.
and as if the loss of my tiny little baby was not bad enough we discovered 25 years later parts of her had been kept for reseach and to this day we do not know what research was done but i was handed parts of her brain encased in wax  they gave these parts to me in a cardboard box they made the attempted to make it look like a coffin witj selotape   holding the corners in the shape i was devastated I am her mum i should have  been abloe protect her  She haseven been set in this world with the insult of being registered as a stillbirth when she actiualy died a few minutes after birth  they never said i seen it in the medical notes 25 years later  we could have had those few moments together she could have passed away in my arms we could have said hello and goodbye the hospital took that right away from natasha and me, sure i have her twin sister  i was told if i want to know what she looked like i was to lokk at natalie. my lovely Natalie is exactly that she is Natalie not Natasha.