September 11, 2023
September 11, 2023
To My Baby,
You would have been 8 years old yesterday (9/10/23) and I still feel like just yesterday, you were in my arms. It's amazing how fast time goes but never a day, week, month or year goes by without having the thought of you weighing heavy on my mind and heart. I'm so sad that you're not here and it doesn't ever get easier or better. Nothing will change the fact that you aren't in sight in my everyday life, but no matter what, you're in my heart always and forever. That never changes and will never go away. I wonder how you've changed or if you have up in heaven and I do my best to keep in mind that you're safe with my brother until I meet you on the other side. I just wanted to wish you the happiest birthday in heaven. I'd do anything to have you here right next to me even though I can't change the fact that you're not. I love you so much and miss you more than you or anyone can possibly imagine. I wish this feeling on nobody and pray that when we meet again, we can make up for all the lost time since you've been gone. I dream of holding you in my arms again and cannot wait for the feeling of that once again, whenever it happens... We all love and miss you terribly. You will forever be your mama's little monkey and angel baby in heaven. Please give me signs that you're with me. I don't always feel them and I really would love to have something happen so that I know you're there and that it's you looking out for me and all of your family. I miss you my love and I cannot express how much I love you. That will last forever and always my 8 year old angel baby boy! I hope you know mama is always with you, and you're always in my thoughts and in my heart no matter what!!
Forever 4.5 months with mama
Forever & Always
Your Mommy
I'LL LOVE YOU FOREVER & ALWAYS
My sweet little baby boy angel & monkey forever
You would have been 8 years old yesterday (9/10/23) and I still feel like just yesterday, you were in my arms. It's amazing how fast time goes but never a day, week, month or year goes by without having the thought of you weighing heavy on my mind and heart. I'm so sad that you're not here and it doesn't ever get easier or better. Nothing will change the fact that you aren't in sight in my everyday life, but no matter what, you're in my heart always and forever. That never changes and will never go away. I wonder how you've changed or if you have up in heaven and I do my best to keep in mind that you're safe with my brother until I meet you on the other side. I just wanted to wish you the happiest birthday in heaven. I'd do anything to have you here right next to me even though I can't change the fact that you're not. I love you so much and miss you more than you or anyone can possibly imagine. I wish this feeling on nobody and pray that when we meet again, we can make up for all the lost time since you've been gone. I dream of holding you in my arms again and cannot wait for the feeling of that once again, whenever it happens... We all love and miss you terribly. You will forever be your mama's little monkey and angel baby in heaven. Please give me signs that you're with me. I don't always feel them and I really would love to have something happen so that I know you're there and that it's you looking out for me and all of your family. I miss you my love and I cannot express how much I love you. That will last forever and always my 8 year old angel baby boy! I hope you know mama is always with you, and you're always in my thoughts and in my heart no matter what!!
Forever 4.5 months with mama
Forever & Always
Your Mommy
I'LL LOVE YOU FOREVER & ALWAYS
My sweet little baby boy angel & monkey forever