Continue resting with the angels gentle Pili

My Baby Bee,

… my faith informs me that you’re celebrating with the angels. As much as we look for you to be with us, we take solace in having your vigilant eyes watching over us as our ancestor.

Love you ♾️ maLuv. Happy BDay

Pilita…. Yes I can hear you respond in that signature soft tone you have. There is no day that passes by and I don’t wish for a different outcome of what did they call it? Illness? Ok illness. A turn out that would have seen you explode in joy as your baby sister tuns 10! I cannot forget how you dashed into that hospital room impatient to meet “my baby sister”
She has grown baby! Almost as tall as I am … she is learning to do things for herself too! Yes she has finally picked up! She misses you though! Very much…very very much.Twinkle too.Thanks baby for playing the big sister role even your absence! Thanks for leaving something for Darkie to look up to.. Thanks for being stylishly pretty and a lady to the very last letter! Darkie remembers all these and is writing the story from where you penned off. I will go ahead and make a basket full of wishes for Darkie on your behalf…Bestie…Big Sis

Pillita,

I still shed tears and I still can't talk about you without crying. Crying over what didn't happen and especially what could have been... You were amazing bby. I wish I had told you   Continue resting

Continue to rest on beautiful Angel.

Continue resting in peace little angel

Another 6th is here and all kinds of emotions are amped up! Pray we all always center ourselves in God’s Grace so the power to handle everything is ours.

Miss you Baby B! Glow eternally our Love.

My pilly baby, happy birthday to you , I miss you so so much . I have a lot to tell you and a lot for you to tell me as well . Your void cannot be filled, my baby sister, I’ll do anything to teach you that makeup, I’ll do anything to have you on my bridal train, so much emotion and tears roll down my eye today but I just have to learn to live with the memories . I have gone through our chat this time last two years , with all the beautiful pictures of you , heaven is having fun today cause my baby girl is plus 1 . Just so you know things aren’t the same without you and your void has still not been filled . I love you and I miss you so much, happy birthday once more .

Happy Birthday angel in Heaven

Aunty, it's your day. I hope the angels presented a lovely cake for u n ur crown. Sure you have just met Pope Benedict XVI n welcomed him into heaven. U see the kind of great people u now associate with, bc you r great. Continue to intercede for us bc I see the wonderful work u have been doing alrdy for us. I love u, Aunty

Happy 12th ma Baby B! I’m confident you’re all settled in at the bosom of the Lord. Miss you everyday yet I’m comforted that our ancestors guide you well in your role as our direct access to God’s Grace….. love you infinitely

Happy 12th ma Baby B! I’m confident you’re all settled in at the bosom of the Lord. Miss you everyday yet I’m comforted that our ancestors guide you as you serve as our direct access to God’s Grace….. love you infinitely

Happy 12th ma Baby B! I’m confident you’re all settled in at the bosom of the Lord. Miss you everyday yet I’m comforted that our ancestors guide you as you serve as our direct access to God’s Grace….. love you infinitely

My very pretty little one. How I miss you? I always looked forward to this day with such impatience and love for it reminded me of this wonderful event of your coming into the world making me a father and sharing this day with your mother. Now a day I do not even know how to get up, what to say to her, how to celebrate you both, for it brings back very painful memories.

One thing I know is that the choir of angels has sang so wonderful this morning for you,this is my only consolation. The pain is always so unbearing I don't know how to manage it sometimes.

I loved you before you were born, I loved you when you were here and will love you till I meet you in heaven.

Darkie, Twinkle and Jekiebaba wish you happy birthday.

Love you Aunty!!!! Miss you

My dear Pilita ! My very own who shares this day and date with me!This day has come again !Memories have rushed in again only they don’t bring in joy but this raw, uncontrollable and impossible to heal pain!

This year is suppose to be special ! You are my answer to a prayer because apart from you I know no one else born on this day!

I still see your pale white skin and sky blue eyes!
I still see Ndumu hovering outside in the dark peeping through the windows of the delivery room
I still hear Big Papi on the phone worried why he was talking to himself

I still see Grandma standing by the hospital gate waiting for 6am so she could be let in
Memories ! So fresh!
Every memory is here except you are not!
You were suppose to grow into a fine woman
You were a breed of your own !One of those few whom we say God really took time to create!
I did not only loose you! I lost all that was suppose to be you! An entire generation !
It was not just a tree that was burnt but it is an entire forest.
I will continue to believe you have gone back to your heavenly home.Healed and released from the wickedness of this earth.
Your return is not one where the saints rejoice but one where the heavens tremble in anger! Your return is like that of Abel in the Bible’
The Lord who joyfully gave you to me ! Brutally took you away from me again! I wonder why it had to be with such torment and pain ! Such brutality for a beautiful soul like yours!
I cannot throw a party for you on this day . I cannot buy you the pretty dresses I see
I cannot give what you wished to have at 12!
I can light up a candle and bring you a bouquet.

If Angels know how to party then let throw a huge one for you. Happy Pre Teenage birthday Choupilita !
Happy Birthday Little One

I miss you Pilita…

Aunty, how are you doing? sure great. lots of love

Ma baby B! Today, I’m not sure what triggered this but I remembered a conversation we had that made us both laugh really hard. This thought made me laugh again and brightened my day after some challenging news from a friend. You bring me…nah… us, joy! Thanks my loving …. Rest in God’s Grace

Some days come with heavy memories! I miss you Little Miss Pretty

Aunth, love and miss you. Continue watching down and interceding for us.

I miss you my pilly , I just wonder what life would be like where you are . I’ll forever have you in my heart . Aunty oluchi loves you .

Aunty, I have had you on my mind all week. I just imagine happy you would have been having to look after Jeekey. Miss you so so much. Continue to rest on my love.

I miss you Cheriecoco!

Your dream was to be a mother of NINE!!!!

Yes NINE!!!

You were and are still the stand -in -mother to Darkie …Twinkie and Jeejee

Happy Mothers’ Day Cheriecoco

Choupilita…..I sit all day hoping…hoping…hoping

So much I have to share with you ! Yet we do not need words to talk to each other…

My babygirl , I miss you so much and all I get this period is our videos and the moment we shared this time two years ago , everytime I see your face , I cry my baby , tears fall down my eyes and all I can say is what an Angel I had with me for a short while . I miss you pilly baby . I can’t wait to see you in heaven , so you can tell me everything that happened while I was away . My gisting partner . Oh God ! , too many questions , but your ways still remain the best . I love you my Angel sister .

Blessed one! You showed us God’s infinite Grace as the narrative for this date; the 6th, is forever changed. The love and joy in our hearts conquers the sorrow and sadness we felt. A new day adorns filled with God’s infinite Grace.

Glory to God in the highest and on earth, peace to people of goodwill. TheMost Holy Spirit is with us and we exalt our God. Our Angel shines brightest! Love you infinitely baby Bey

I have missed you everyday Pils.

My darling Pilita. I couldn't bring myself to come here for a very long time. I kept you in my heart but couldn't bring myself to reading all these Tributes about you. 1 year has come and it hit me again, just like it did 1 year ago and every 6th that has come and gone. I will never have the answers I seek. So I won't ask anymore. Rest on my darling, rest. I love you

My darling... I have so much i want to say but the words fail me. It's already a year since you left us... I still can't find the words to express the hurt and disappointement i feel... I was so convinced you would be alright. I was so sure of it... Still struggling with the different emotions your absence brings. Keep resting our little light... I still love you and forever will

Today we remember the light that shines in God's kingdom which we had the honor to bask in directly for 10 years. Baby Bey let your light continue shinning ✨️. Time informs us that it's been a year yet it still feels like yesterday. Emotions still feel raw at the thought of you yet it seems you're not gone.

We miss you dearly Love yet remain faithful that although we can't hold you physically, we're eternally embraced. Ask God to grant strength to your family. Promise we'll find purpose in the hurt we suffer.... and lean on your kindness to make a difference.

Love you infinitely!

A YEAR IS GONE BY!!!
A year doesn't seem like such a long time
But without you here, it has felt like eternity
My heart aches and longs for you
Time has moved slowly
A year of grief and pain
Yet a year of gaining an Angel in heaven
I still remember
I still remember
It was a Saturday morning
Heaven was ready for Her angel
Our hearts weren't ready to let you go.
The passion of Christ replayed through you
The Stations of the Cross done
And you told us a thousand times over:
He's got the whole world in His hands
You overcame
Your story's written
Your time was up to join the sphere of angels
It as past 10am
It is finished, Tetelestai
Through you, calvary was reenacted
You bore the cross of Christ daily without arguing or complaining
Your strength could only come from Christ
You are with Him now
Continue interceeding for us before the Throne of Grace
You are an angel
You are our angel
You are MY ANGEL 
A year is Gone,
But you are never gone.
Aunty, I love you ❤

Little one it's one year already since God decided your wings were ready but our hearts not. I cannot really express our I feel, how life has been without you. We had so many projects and you had to chair them all. How do I start , where do I get my strength from. It's really hard little angel, but just one thing keeps my going that your are in a better place no pain no sorrow only the grace and light from your baby Jesus.

I am certain you have grown in grace for I know your heart and now sits very close to the Infant Jesus Himself.
Continue to soared in the realm of the Heavenly choirs.

Love you always Aunty and miss you crazy.

Continue to intercede for us my love.

Pretty little girl. I can remember vividly the radiance from you face and body when you took your ash last year on this faithful day. Not withstanding you state of health you smiled and felt fulfilled. I could see how important this meant to you. A year after we are again on Ash Wednesday but you are not here with us but with you Master and Savior Jesus Christ who has taken you into His bossom and made you a beautiful flower in His vine. Keeping soaring in the realm of the Angels.

Love you always Aunty. Miss you crazy

Flowers for a pretty girl…

You are a garden of roses all by yourself

A very colorful garden

May God be with you until we meet again 

Too much to say… too much to offer…too much to give…

Yet life did not let you live.

Happy birthday my love. How I miss you crazy everyday and particularly on this day. You would have been 11 today and all that you had to show daddy. I am not sure this hurt can ever go away. Continue to rest on little Angel. Love you

Happy birthday Aunty

My First Christmas without you!!!!

Baby it's been nine months but the pain the hurt still so strong just like yesterday. All the things we planned to do together. How you where to pick holiday spots, college and all. Directing and guiding your younger siblings. How the many things we would done already for this 9 months. I cry , I get angry, I question God but find no response!!!. I still trust in Him so I am comforted you are in a better place with Him. Love you forever my princess.

I still cry:
It's been nice months. I cried when u where gone, and I still cry today.
But the love never dies, a love beyond measure we all have for you but which couldn't make you stay longer. Not because it wasn't good enough but because it can't measure up with God's love for you.
Your golden heart stopped beating. We laid you down to rest. God broke our hearts to prove that He only takes the best.
It's been nine months and we still cry!!!

Psalm 56:8
  You keep track of all our sorrows. You have collected all our tears in Your bottle.
  You have recorded each one in your book.

Continue to soar in the presence of our Lord God, where there is only beauty, peace, euphoria and much more. May God's comfort come through to family and all those who love you.

Grief never ends… But it changes.
It’s a passage, not a place to stay.
Grief is not a sign of weakness, nor a lack of faith…
It is the price of love.

Pilipita,Nyango Madam…..the days are long very long .I still hear your voice…your laughter ….I see you in every little girl I meet.And how I meet many of them these days.I still cannot think of you without thinking you will run in and say peekaboo !!!!.
We had our dreams …our plans…plans to see you grow into that beautiful,brave and selfless girl you always say you will become.
You had so much to do so full energy and creativity.
You had barely started writing the story of your life…

What should I say rest on…? From what?

Sleep on….why?

Missing you is nothing close to what I feel.

The party did not even start yet it ended.

You are my Number 1….You always remain Number 1….The Top…The Leader…The Pacesetter.

You hold one half of my heart ….

I still can't bring myself to say Rip Pilita because I don't know what you are resting from....maybe from all that pain but then again you time with us was so short, so brief. We bonded in so many ways and I miss you so much..I miss our little chats, those long calls, sending you updates about the boys especially Alex and your positive energy. Life has been so different without Pils and maybe someday our hearts will smile again.

Lil Miss Sunshine. Continue to soar higher in the realm of the Angels my love. It's been 7 difficult months. Love you for ever.

Continue to rest on and enjoy Heaven, beautiful angel. You were such a beautiful girl and are a very beautiful soul.

May the Most High God continue to comfort and strengthen your parents, family and all those who have you at heart. It is very hard, but God never fails.

Continue resting in peace little angel

Continue resting in peace little angel

Another 6th has come again and it still feels just the same hurt and pain as March 6th. Not sure I will be able to overcome. But for one thing I am certain little Miss Sunshine you abide now at the Altar of the Most High. No pain no sickness no suffering just joy and love of your Divine Prince Jesus Christ.
Love you always. Soar only higher in the realm of the Most High