I spent today connected to you. Ive learned we really do go on after life. In some form. That mediums are real (some of them!) and that i can talk to you out loud and you'll hear me. Gran showed up in my dreams for 3 nights before the eclipse, never before. There were fat little bluebirds in one, with a mama bird and her other babies coming to pick up these two sweet strays. I learned bluebirds are a sign of positive things to come.
after you died, and many times since i read the letter you left me, telling me I can do things on my own. That i have to remember this. You were so right and so wrong, being alive when you wrote it you couldn't have known I wouldn’t be alone, bit i bet now you do. I know now too.  
i miss you on this earth.  I feel you, and know you are with me.  I wasn't ok for a long time. Bit i am now, and i love you.  we miss you, and i hope you are soaring in love.  

today i met a baby at the park who was about to turn one at the end of the month. She was so so smiley i askwd what day is her bday… her aunt said april 26.  Thanks mum, i am alone, and i am not.  

Time goes by so quickly but one area that never fades is that you are always missed Barb.  I sense your energy with us, this creates a feeling of warmth and comfort through lives journey.  Miss your kindness, thoughtfulness and humor. There is a void in all of our lives that were blessed to have you in it. Missed and loved.
Margaret.