Becky,
Not a day goes by that I don't miss you. I talk to you everyday and enjoy the little signs you send to me on days that seem like I just am not going to make it. Life hasn't been the same with out you and it's a hard journey I follow through everyday. Your dad is having a hard time to and Gene finally got some of you for Christmas. If  I had just one wish it would be to be able to spend a healthy day with you just you, me and the kids and just play and laugh and just be able to give you as many hugs as we wanted to. You were not only my cousin but my sister. I hope you received the balloons we sent up to you. I sent you a pink one because I know that was your favorite color. LOL NOT!!!! I love you Becky and will miss you forever. Maddie is getting so big and was asking for ya from the Christmas present you sent to her. I'm afraid she is forgetting you so I sent her a picture of you and hopefully they will show her who Aunt Becky is the beautiful girl that you were and still are in my heart. My life will never be the same without you. Your so greatly missed. Hannah is doing modeling now and Jonah is a history buff. Smart as a whip in history and loves it. Just thought I would fill you in. Gene has a wonderful girlfriend that I pray one day he will marry her you would love her she is great. I think the best one yet and I know you and her would get along great. Grandma is slowing down sadly not sure how long she will be with us but I know when she does go she will be up there with you and poppop. Let him know how much I love him and wish he was here so things would be different between my dad and I. Well I will be sending you more balloons to ring in the New Year with you. I love you forever Becky. Love Crystal

Becky was not only my cousin but my sister and my best friend. My heart is so broken. Becky & I were always together as chidlren and grew up together. We had our share of rough times and dealth with them together and got through them because of each other. Becky had it hard. She was diagnosed with MS by the age of 21 and from there it went down hill and quickly. Her enitre life was a struggle but she always managed to stay strong and stay positive through it all. Becky was my hero who taught me not to worry about the little things in life because there is more important things to deal with or appreciate in life. Her greatetst joy in her life was her niece Madsin. Madison was Becky's everything and any time that little booger was around Becky was smiling. Even during Becky's last days she would manage a smile for Madison.Toward the end I was lucky enough to stay the night with Becky even though was in a coma I was able to tell her everything I needed to how much I loved her because I'm not sure if she ever really knew that, how much I have and was going to miss her because again I'm not sure just how much I cared and loved her. I am fortunate enough that I get to carry a little piece of her with me everywhere I go. She is always close to my heart and I will have her with me forever. Becky I love you and miss you so much. You are always in my heart and always will be with me. My angel always. I will see you again Becky and when I do I can give you the big hug I have been longing to give you.