Every time I look at a photo of your dad and I together, I can't help but think you should be in it as well. I imagine you being there. The only image I have of you are this 11 inch tiny baby, whose body could fit in my hands. I wonder how you would have grown if you had been able to. I wonder what you would like when you got older. Would you be your dad’s buddy and a mama’s boy. Would you like sports, games and puzzles. There’s so many things I don’t know about you that I wish I could see. But most of all, I wish other people could see you in the photo. I wish that they could understand that even though we never really knew you, we loved you with all our heart and soul. I wish they could see you and know you as a part of our family. Even though we might not have the relationship we would have if you were still alive, you are still there with me. And through the hurt and the pain, the love is still there just as much as it was when I first felt you kick inside of me. I love you baby boy.

My precious nephew, Aunt Jamie loves you.  I will never forget the day I heard about you. The excitement of you had me calling and running to tell everyone about you.  Then came the day I found out you were a boy and I jumped for joy, because I was going to get to share Braylon's things with you.  Forever in my mind and heart will be the day that I got to FaceTime you and tell you how much I loved you as tears ran like a river down my face.  I hit my knees for you begging our God to please let us have you.  Then out of nowhere a voice told me that you were born for Him and God took you into his arms.  You will forever be in Aunt Jamie's heart, soul, and mind.  I talk to you often knowing that I was already your favorite.  Keep your wings around us all and enjoy every moment you have with Mamie and Pop because when I get there with you we will all celebrate again!  Fly high baby Aunt Jamie loved and still loves and always will love you baby!

You are my son. I love you from the first day we found out about you my son. Everytime I seen you I knew you was going to be my little man. And when I saw how your mom face lit up when we saw you I knew you was special. When your mom played a song you would move around. When I first felt you kick it was so amazing. I couldn't wait to hold you. Bentley Ryan Jones your the most amazing son and always will be. Your future brothers and sisters will know who you are. Bentley just know me and your... Me and your mom miss you and love you so much.