Days go by like the wind but the memory and pain is hard to suppress. Everything and everyday feels strange. I dont know what pains me more; Knowing you were always there or not telling you how much I loved you when you were there. There's so much guilt in me and I really dont know what to do. I really wish you were still here or I had just one opportunity to see you and tell you you are my Hero, my bestfriend and I love and miss you dearly father...

Honestly, words really fail me. 4 months have gone by and for some reason it’s still very difficult for my brain to process and accept the reality. Every now and then I think “Oh I had to ask daddy about this thing” but I remember that you are not here with me anymore. I miss you too much. Selfless love, exemplary, ALWAYS THERE, reliable, caring, kind, dependable and more are all words that come to my head when I think of you. I’m happy you are not suffering on this wicked earth but I wish there was a different way. I wish death wasn’t the way to enjoy peace, joy and wholeness. We had so many events, experiences together and I remember you always telling me to not be naïve. I want to always make you proud and I know I will with God’s help. Bottom line is, I still miss you and love you dearly.

For so many years it was just you and I who remained home. Now the void is to great to fill. The melancholy is unending. A true role model you were. You always told me I would one day live on my own. I can't believe I'm facing the reality this soon and in this manner. I owe you alot daddy. Your Legacy will forever live on.

The word exemplary underrates you
Calling you virtuous is putting it mildly
A father so good and kind, effortlessly loving
There'll never be another like you daddy

You didn’t tell us how to live; you lived, and let us watch you do it. A devoted father and a great mind.