Well it's been 2 months now and she's been gone and seems like such a lifetime I miss her so much then other times I think about it it's like it just happened still can't make myself go through everything and get rid of everything it's like if I do if I'm getting rid of a part of her and I can't do that either eventually I wish you were here so she could yell at me I love her and I miss her so much

Mom was such a beautiful person she worried so much about everybody else being happy and not about herself I used to get so aggravated with her cuz she wouldn't do more for herself but that's what made her who she was she love to see people smile and always trying to give you something bless her heart she was something she had the biggest heart in the world I'd give anything if she were back here again even when she yelled at you you couldn't stay mad at her we get into argument when I lived with her and no matter how mad I got an hour later I have to go in there and apologize to her no matter what cuz I couldn't stand the thought of her being upset with me and she didn't like it either she would be so upset so we never stayed mad at each other what few arguments we did have and I'm glad for that we had a pretty good relationship I remember growing up I just thought she was the meanest mom in the world and now since I'm grown and older I realized everything she does because she loves us I really do miss her and living with her now as an adult were so different than when I was a kid you appreciate your parents more when you're older you understand them better mom is such a giving person I didn't realize how much she actually gave herself until I got older and I'll tell you what I hope I my kids feel the same way about me as I do her even half as much