Happy heavenly 3 year anniversary mam . You watched me take my first breath and I had to watch you take your last and by god it hurt so much! It ripped us apart to loose 2 of our sisters and then our mum all within 11days of each other. Absolutely turned our world upside down. The only thing that keeps us going is a phrase you would have used - no matter how bad things get there always someone out there worse off than us! I still believe that to be true but life’s never been the same and never will be, we’re still looking to find the new normal for us. But life goes on without us all at some point but it hurts so bad to be doing it without you. Miss your cheek, your daft carry on, the 30 phone calls a day, being gave my Sunday name when I pissed you off and our log cabin holidays together. Thank the lord for memories. You loved me the whole of my life and I will love you the rest of mine. Miss you and the girls so so much. Keep shining and give dad and the girls love and hugs and keep looking after Carson and keep him safe for me until it’s my time to come join you all again. ‘ we’ll meet again some sunny day’ xxxx