ForeverMissed
This memorial website was created in memory of our loved one, beulah arell 69 years old , born on August 3, 1942 and passed away on October 20, 2011. We will remember her forever.
Posted by Judy Estrada on August 3, 2017
Thinking about you today & often!
Posted by Judy Estrada on August 3, 2015
Happy Birthday in heaven Beulah ! I know you are celebrating & carrying on with all your friends there. You are having a good time chatting up a storm. I think of you often! Enjoy your special day with all our friends & family in heaven.
Posted by Cassandra Alvarez on August 3, 2014
Happy birthday mom i wanted to go to the casino today for u but having some issues i cant promise that ill go i will not stop trying to find a way to get there it means so much to be there for me to be there in ur place i love u mom mwa
Posted by Cassandra Alvarez on August 3, 2014
Happy birthday mom i wanted to go to the casino today for u but having some issues i cant promise that ill go i will not stop trying to find a way to get there it means so much to be there for me to be there in ur place i love u mom mwa
Posted by Cassandra Alvarez on May 12, 2013
Happy mother's day in sending u a great big hug n kiss from all of us here been hanging out with one of ur good friends today which is cat and her daughter Rachael, Rachael has been a life saver for me lately everybody sends their love I miss u mwa
Posted by Cassandra Alvarez on May 12, 2013
Hi nene its aroha wishing u a happy mothers day I miss u and love u I will never forget u and I will see u again in heaven one day love u lots
Posted by Cassandra Alvarez on May 12, 2013
Hi grandma, its sissy just wanting to wish u a Happy Mother's Day! I miss u lots and your always in my heart.
      Love Your Grand-Daughter Priscilla!
Posted by Cassandra Alvarez on October 30, 2012
hi mom i miss u so much i know ur loving it up there in heaven i envy u so much life on earth just isnt and wont be the same without u. my health is going down fast and struggling really bad. mom summer needs ur guidness on following through going for professional help on those 8 months that she was missing. plz plz mom guide her so that she will follow through this til the end. love u mom
Posted by Cassandra Alvarez on October 30, 2012
priscilla also needs u too cuz u spoiled her rotten she doesnt want to work clean house or even go outside. everybody keeps telling me to do tough love with her but i just cant... guide and help us all throuhg our lives mwa love ya lots
Posted by Judy Estrada on August 3, 2012
this is your first birthday in another place. I am sure you are being your onery self & teasing everyone. keep on keeping Bulah. Enjoy your birthday!
Posted by Cassandra Alvarez on March 15, 2012
mom these last few weeks have been really hard on me- i miss you so much i know u are in a much better place with no suffering nobody fueding and most of all with jesus- i envy u mother! im struggling here on earth without u im taking one day at a time. i remember all the times u would say lets go to oklahoma to get away from everything here and sometimes the kids and i do do that.
Posted by Cassandra Alvarez on January 20, 2012
Morning mom i love u! Sunday hospice is having a memorial service for u and others at 4 pm i'll see ya there
Posted by Judy Estrada on January 12, 2012
I knew you for probably 40 plus years. You are missed greatly as I am sure you know. Your suffering is over & you are with the others whom left this world before you. I know you well & know you are talking up a storm & being onry as usual. The ones left on earth will know when the wind blows you are still doing something that you enjoy beyond here on earth. Miss ya friend-Judy Hawk Estrada
Posted by Wanda Nesbitt on January 11, 2012
Sis, you will remain in my heart forever, I'm happy I was with you and that we were able to have our time together. I miss you so much! Everyday when the phone rings, I think its gonna be you. What I wouldn't do to hear your voice! I love you with all my heart!! See you soon!
Posted by Rhonda Navarro on January 10, 2012
My Aunti Beulah,
You were my rock during childhood, you helped me through one of the most difficult times of my life and gave me truth and I will always and forever be greatful! I dont know what Mom would have done with out you, you were her mother to the best of your ability. Words can not sesribe how much I love you. I will see you soon!!
Posted by Rhonda Navarro on January 10, 2012
Just as Jesus taught us to pray, let your will be done on earth as it is in heaven. When that day comes, we are going to have a party!! I can just see it, all of us together in perfect conditions and most importantly, together in love! I love my family!!!
Posted by Cassandra Alvarez on January 4, 2012
mom i still can't believe that your gone! everybody tells me that each day that passes it will get better for me- but i don't see that happening i miss u so much mom. I LOVE YOU!
Posted by Cassandra Alvarez on December 23, 2011
i miss my nene i love u very much! i still cry for my nene everyday. i have a shelf at home just for you with angels and a nativity scene and i have a picture of u by my nite stand. i say my bedtime prayer everynite then i say i love u nene and goodnite.i will never forget u
Posted by Cassandra Alvarez on November 23, 2011
i love you mom

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Posted by Judy Estrada on August 3, 2017
Thinking about you today & often!
Posted by Judy Estrada on August 3, 2015
Happy Birthday in heaven Beulah ! I know you are celebrating & carrying on with all your friends there. You are having a good time chatting up a storm. I think of you often! Enjoy your special day with all our friends & family in heaven.
Posted by Cassandra Alvarez on August 3, 2014
Happy birthday mom i wanted to go to the casino today for u but having some issues i cant promise that ill go i will not stop trying to find a way to get there it means so much to be there for me to be there in ur place i love u mom mwa
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missing my mother

Shared by Cassandra Alvarez on March 15, 2012

sometimes i go to moms favorite place when i need a break from home- the kids and i will go to oklahoma rent a motel room then off to the casino and usually before i play i say a prayer and remind her(remember all the times i won for u) could u plz pass some of your good luck on me. i just like to win big once to know what it feels like. and before i start playing i rub and kiss the machine and say come on mama. moms favorite saying was "im looking for a friend-im looking for you" i said mom where did you get that saying from and she said from aroha's cartoon- science the kid. mom i know that we had problems in the past and it took us a very long time to mend our relationship, im so glad we did cuz i always needed you and loved you very very much. watching you process to the end of life was the hardest thing for us to watch and help you through when we were clueless the steps of processing to the end of life. your wish was to come home and have the girls and i take care of you but your doctors and hospice care put up so many brick walls and we fought so hard to knock them down-and we did. they kept pushing for the nursing home and we kept fighting upon your wish and the doctor said if you come back to the hospital again that he was calling adult protective services, i told him to call them then cuz we are only defending your wish to come home and that we are taking good care of you. you went to all of your appts, the only one we had changed was dyalisis's upon your request cuz it was to early and dark outside  you couldnt walk. like i told the social worker my mom took care of me all these and now comes a time for me to take care of my mother and i was very happy doing it. thank you mom for everything you taught in life. I LOVE YOU AND CANT WAIT TO BE WITH YOU AGAIN. im going to the casino this weekend and i know you'll be with me so get a goodnite rest so you can bring me the greatest luck ever- mwa mwa

What mom liked to do the most!

Shared by Cassandra Alvarez on December 23, 2011

Mother and I went to the casino's alot, sometimes more than we should have- but she said that it was our time to be free and enjoy ourselves. Mom was pretty lucky at winning and sharing her winnings. I remember going like 3 or 4 times in a week, sometimes I didn't have the money to play but I would still drive her there just to get away from our busy week. One night she said to me - here's $5 dollars play red ruby for me so I did and I won her $250 dollars, then she gave me another $5 dollars to play again and again. By the time we left I think I won her around $700 dollars. We left that casino to go to another one and I said no let's go home.. cuz I was really upset that when I played for her she'd always win but when I played for me I lost everything! I layed down in the back seat the whole way home crying, listening to Mom and Summer talking about their winnings. After that I just enjoyed taking Mom and seeing her so happy n relaxed n worry free from everything during the week. Then my back starting hurting and I would sweat really bad pushing her in the wheelchair, so we stopped going so much. Then one day we decide to go and she took ill and was in and out of the hospitals for several months- she said don't go without me and I said i'm not i'm waiting for u to get out of the hospital............. she made it home for 6 days then passed away--- now I wished that I still should've took her regardless of my health problems!!! I love u Mom! <3