My life is forever changed. I miss you more than words can express. It's been almost 5 years since you left me and it feels like yesterday. My heart still looks for you and ache when I can't find you. You're still the first person I want to call when things are going wrong. You're the first person I want to call when something great happens. I miss you advice I miss your jokes but most of all I miss your laugh. I would give anything to see your smile and hug you just one more time. I'm forever a mamas girl. Forever heartbroken.