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April 22
April 22
MOM, I MISS YOU MORE TODAY THAN I DID YESTURDAY. THERE ISNT A DAY THAT GOES BY THAT I DON'T THINK TO MYSELF,"
"I WISH MOM WAS HERE TO SEE OR DO THIS WITH ME, CUASE SHE WOULD HAVE THOUGHT IT SILLY, OR JUST DUMB, USALLY IF I DID IT SGE WOULD LOOK AT ME WITH HER "ARLENE LOOK", OF REALLY DEANNA? I MISS EVERYTHING ABOUT MY MOM, EVEN WHEN I DIDNT LIKE WHAT SHE WAS SAYING TO OR ABOUT ME AND THE WAY I WAS DOING SOMETHING, DUE TO I KNOW IN MY HEART IT WAS ONLY COMING FROM THE FACT THAT SHE JUST WANTED ME TO DO BETTER, CUASE SHE ALWAYS HAD HIGH HOPES FOR ME. I KNOW I NEVER LIVED UP TO MY POTENTIAL IN HER EYES, BUT I ALSO KNOW NO MATTER WHAT SHE ALWAYS LOVED ME AND WANTED ONLY THE BEST FOR NOT ONLY ME BUT OUR ENTIRE FAMILY.
MOM, I TRULY MISS YOU AND NEVER ONCE HAVE I HAD A DAY GO BY WITHOUT YOU IN MY HEART AND ON MY MIND!!!!!
"I WISH MOM WAS HERE TO SEE OR DO THIS WITH ME, CUASE SHE WOULD HAVE THOUGHT IT SILLY, OR JUST DUMB, USALLY IF I DID IT SGE WOULD LOOK AT ME WITH HER "ARLENE LOOK", OF REALLY DEANNA? I MISS EVERYTHING ABOUT MY MOM, EVEN WHEN I DIDNT LIKE WHAT SHE WAS SAYING TO OR ABOUT ME AND THE WAY I WAS DOING SOMETHING, DUE TO I KNOW IN MY HEART IT WAS ONLY COMING FROM THE FACT THAT SHE JUST WANTED ME TO DO BETTER, CUASE SHE ALWAYS HAD HIGH HOPES FOR ME. I KNOW I NEVER LIVED UP TO MY POTENTIAL IN HER EYES, BUT I ALSO KNOW NO MATTER WHAT SHE ALWAYS LOVED ME AND WANTED ONLY THE BEST FOR NOT ONLY ME BUT OUR ENTIRE FAMILY.
MOM, I TRULY MISS YOU AND NEVER ONCE HAVE I HAD A DAY GO BY WITHOUT YOU IN MY HEART AND ON MY MIND!!!!!