This memorial website was created in memory of my loving father, Billy G. Wilder, 64, born on May 20, 1947 and passed away on October 6, 2011. I will never get over losing you dad. I miss you more with each passing day. Not a day goes by that I don't think of you. I wish I could just hear your voice one more time, or just see your smile. What am I gonna do without you? You were my best friend, always there with advice when I had none, always willing to offer your smile and laugh when I needed it. I miss you so much, and I love you with all my heart. I pray that I find peace soon, its just to much pain for me to deal with. Watch over me dad, be my guardian angel. I hope you hear me each night as I walk outside and look into the stars and talk to you. I used to call you every night to talk to you, so now I talk to the stars in the sky and just hope you are looking down and can hear me. I saw the shooting star the other night when I was out there talking to you...I just know that was your way of telling me that you loved me and you could hear me. I just miss you so much dad. You mean the world to me, I will always be your little girl (Sissy).
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Leave a tributeMom has been diagnosed with lung cancer and us struggling so much. It’s sure been hard to see her go through this disease and watch it change her. I don’t think we will have her much longer. She will be with you too very soon.
Also aunt Betty Lou passed away a few days ago too. Seems like so much is happening.
I love you dad and I wish I could hug you. I miss you so very much. What’s the weather like where you are? It’s cold here today, a big frost is out this morning. Until we meet again, watch over us dad and watch over mom too. We love you.
Today, 9 years ago I said goodbye to one of the greatest men I’ve ever known. My daddy. There isn’t a day that goes by I don’t think of him. I could set here and type all day and tell you about what a wonderful father he was, how he loved his children, the memories I made, and how much he taught me about life.
His love was endless as mine is for him and my little family. He worked so hard for his family that sometimes I was afraid he wouldn’t make it home. I seen him so weak from a days work that he barely could walk. Thanks again dad for all you did for me. Im glad I always told you how I appreciated what you did.
He taught me it’s the little things that matter the most. The little things turn into huge things as life happens and time goes on.
I love you dad, one day I’ll see you again and I cannot wait to hear your voice and see your smile. One of the hardest things I face today is I can’t really remember what your voice sounded like. So I get out the home videos I made of you and close my eyes and listen to your voice and laugh.
Lord knows how much I miss you dad. You tombstone should be set very soon. Im sorry it took me so long. When the stone is set all my promises to you are fulfilled with zero regrets.
Dad, it’s so pretty and sunshiny today. I miss talking to you about the weather. But as pretty as it is here, I know it can’t even almost compare to what you are seeing in Heaven. I love you dad. Rest In Peace and keep those lil mean Joseph kids in line til I get there.
I love you dad, one day I’ll see you again and I cannot wait to hear your voice and see your smile. Dad one of your hearts desires was to find your precious daughter Teresa Gail Wilder. Dad we found her! Me, Sandi K Williams and Tabitha Paula Ann Maddox. Although many times you was denied vital information; we were too. With Gods help, we found her! I wish so much you could have met her and her family. Dad she is beautiful and she looks just like you! Her children; your grandchildren are beautiful! I know you are looking down and you see all of them and us. I promise I will share your life with them.
Dad today was beautiful. It was really hot and we spent the day at the pumpkin patch with the kids and some great friends. I miss talking to you about the weather. But as pretty as it was here, I know it can’t even almost compare to what you are seeing in Heaven. I love you dad. Rest In Peace and keep those lil mean Joseph kids in line til I get there.
My heart hurts so much tonight. I always loved celebrating your birthday. I love you dearly and I miss you so very much. You were always so special to me and you always will be. I still look up and talk to you. I still sit and cry for you. I wish I could just talk to you one more time. I wish I could see you one more time. I wish I could just hug you one more time. I miss you so much daddy my heart hurts so bad. You will turn 69 in Heaven tomorrow. I hope you have a wonderful birthday. You have a new grand daughter now, I'm sure you are looking down on her. She is amazing. How I wish you could have met her. I still have all the things that you give me. I treasure them so much. Thank you for all you did for me while you was here. All the hard work you did to take care of me. It has taught me so much. I appreciate everything you ever done for me. You are an amazing father and role model. One sweet day we will celebrate your birthday together again. I will hold your hand like I always did and we will walk down the streets of gold and you will have to show me around. I just want to hug you daddy and hold your hand and talk to you about the weather. I miss doing that so much. I cherish you and I love you so very much. Happy Birthday to the best daddy a girl could ever have. I will always be your little girl daddy. <3
Love Sandi ♥
I miss you so much papa,I just want you to know that i love you so much and i always have even though we were soo far away. Its still hard to believe that your gone but your always in my heart and all the times i can remeber together will last a life time. I love you papa. <3
It's almost Christmas, but not a happy one. I miss you and I wish I could buy you gifts still..to see your smile and hug you. I'm so glad I done all the things for you, makes me feel like I made you happy while you was here with me. But those moments we went camping, cooked out, or just talked mean the world to me. I love & Miss u so.
Merkie sent me pictures of you today and it broke my heart. I miss you daddy. I don't think people really understand what that little 4 letter word really means or how much hurt is really in it. I know I have learned how much pain a person can bare. I love you so much and I miss you so bad I can hardly stand it. I wish you was here.<3
Tonight I was looking through your pictures and it busted me down. I miss you so much I wish you were still here so much. Things are so wrong without you here. I see the moon and 1 star outside my back door everynight, makes me think of you being my shining star. I love you more than anything and think of you all the time. I miss you
I miss you so much. It just dont seem like you are gone. I still cant believe it.. Me and Bobby are writing you a song. I wish you was still here dad. I feel somedays that I just can't go on without you. I have good days and bad days. Its super cold outside up here, I wonder what it looks like where you are. I love you daddy &miss u
Its 2am.. and I can't sleep. I miss you so much some nights I just set up and look at your pictures and all the things that you have given me. Im setting here with all your things surrounding me. Im so glad that you gave me things. I cherish them so much. I love you so much. Today is December 1st. the snow will be falling soon. love u
So today was our first REAL snow fall. It was beautiful but I'm sure you saw it from far above. I miss talking to you about the weather so bad. I thought of you when I seen how pure and white it was. Reminds me of you in heaven in a snow white robe with a huge smile on your face,with Daniel Jr and Javon at your side. I love and miss u
Had a hard day today, wisdom teeth are killing me. Gotta go get them cut out soon. I can't wait for that to just be over. I hate going to the dentist. I miss you so much. Wish I could talk to you like I used to. Still hard for me to belive your gone. I love you so much, you are my heart. Always and forever you will live in my heart.<3
Standing out looking at the glow of the Christmas lights tonight made me sad thinking that Christmas is coming and you are not here. I miss you so much I can hardly bare it. I wish you was still here to see Austin and all that he is doing now. He's getting so big. I show him pics of you all the time. He says papaw. We love you&miss u
We put up the Chrismtas tree and Christmas lights outside today. I'm sure you can see them from up there. I miss you so much and love you dearly. Christmas is gonna be so hard without you. I wish I could go shopping for you like I always did. I loved buying you things, to see your smile. I love you so much dad and miss you so bad. :(
I love and miss you so much. I hope you had a wonderful dinner in heaven sitting at the table with Jesus and all the family that is there with you, including Javon and Daniel Jr. I love and miss you all so much I can hardly stand it. But I do find peace in knowing you are in a much better place. I hope your day was awesome.Love u dad
I hope you have a wonderful Thanksgiving dinner in heaven. I wish you was here with me to eat. I miss you so much I can hardly stand it. Holidays are gonna be hard without you. Its hard to think about you being gone its just to much for my brain to hold. So I will just keep you with me in my mind and heart. I love you dad. I miss you
I wish you was still here with us. I miss you so much and as Thanksgiving appoaches it just makes me sad. I wish you could eat with us this year. I miss you so much I can hardly stand it. I can only imagine what kinda thanksgiving dinner you are gonna have in Heaven though. We will all be together again one sweet day. I love u so much
I love you and miss you like crazy. I was sitting outside today during my lunch break and I was listening to the song I played for you every night and the wind blew so hard. I know that was you and I love you so much for your signs. It makes me feel close to you again. I love you so much dad and miss you so much that it just hurts.
Sorry I missed leaving you a message lastnight, I went and picked Bobby up. I'm sure if you are looking down you can see what a mess is going on but, I'm glad you can't feel or see no sorrow. I miss you so much, but no for sure you are in a better place then this crazy, mean world. We love you so much and Bobby starts work soon. <3 u
Its been such a nice day but now its cloudy and raining, kinda goes with my mood. I miss you so much. I just want you back so bad. I still don't except that your gone. I just will never let you go. I just don't know how to. I don't want to either. So I will hold on to you forever. I miss you daddy, I wanna talk to you so bad. Love you
I was outside today and the wind blew so hard, it always makes me feel like you are hugging me. This time it must have been you and my 2 babies cause it was blowing REALLY hard. I just stood out there for ever smiling. I miss you so much dad. I wish I had you back. I still don't want to believe your gone. Mouse says hello papaw <3 you
I miss talking to you so much. I have finally been able to think about you today without feeling like my heart is gonna bust. But it still don't take away the missing you. I wish you was still here so much, I miss your laugh, your smile. I love you so much and Im glad I got to share the time I did with you. You had to leave us to soon
Me and Austin are making Clothespin Reindeer Orniments tonight. We will be bringing you some. I miss you so much and I dread to see the holidays come without you. :( I wish you were still here with us. Heaven must be amazing compared to what you had to go through here on earth. I love you so much, and think about you all the time.
It snowed today. I thought about you when it snowed. Remember the igloo you built for us when we were kids, we all did it together. All the times you went hunting in the snow for fox hides. I wish we could still do that. I miss you so much dad. I love you dearly.You will always be very much alive in my heart. I miss you more every day
I still don't wanna believe that you are gone. My heart hurts so bad that my body aches. I just miss you so much, I don't think I will ever get over you. It's rained most of the day and its freezing cold. I went outside to talk to you awhile ago and the wind blew the whole time, makes me feel like you are hugging me. I love you daddy.
This is a very beautiful website. I know in my heart of hearts that your dad is watching over you right now and he is the same proud daddy today that he was the day you were born. I know you are missing him and if i can do anything just know that i will always be here for you.
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Papaw:(
Daddy's Smile
My Daddy was a special man
i didnt get to know him all my life
but i got to spend a few years and special
time with him Daddy your gone and i miss you so
i know your in heaven with the angels on high
and i see your smile everywhere i go
and the twinkle in your eyes in the stars
and your warm hugs in the warmth of the sun
and your love i feel in the breeze when it blows
i know your looking down on me and happy
and at peace with a beautiful set of wings
i love you so much daddy you always had time for
me and always told me that you loved me and i can still
see the silly little grin on the last end when you were sick
we made you laugh and and it touched my heart to see
you smile and happy im not saying goodbye i see you when
i see you one day i hope to join you one day and see your face
again