Bobby I finally got to reconnect with you after 25 years and it was lke we never missed a beat!! I miss you so much and everytme I see your pictures and your beautiful smile I think of Paul! My closest brother who was just like me!! It is sad that both of you had to go too soon. It makes my heart ache that you will never get to see my beautiful son again. You connected with Chase like he was your own at Ashleys wedding and he adored you.. he will never forget you!! You are a natural with kids and had a heart of gold. You remind me of the blond bray’s.. Paul, Steven and me of course. Jamie was part of the same DNA we all were so much alike and wish we could have continued that connection for the rest of our lives.... I love you so much and miss Paul my baby brother that was my clone... it is so hard for me to accept that you are both gone!! I know that you ar both in a better place and looking over us. I was jus told that Paul was my angel watching over me and proud of the fight and difficult times I have been through in the last year. I know everything happens for a reason adn you both are in a better place. Love you

Hey sweet baby boy. It’s Christmas time again. You’re gone now nearly 4 years. How is that even possible? I don’t feel like it’s been that long because my grief is still the same. I still cry nearly every day. I think about you all the time. A day doesn’t go by without me speaking your name out loud. I tell you every day I love you. Do you hear me? I like to think you do!!
I do love you so very much! And miss you more and more every day!

Hopefully you’re having a wonderful Christmas in Heaven!
I can’t wait to see you again!
I love you, Bobby
Momma

Here I am again. Now 3 years have gone by. There isn’t a day that goes by that I don’t think about you. I can’t even express how much I miss you! I would give just about anything just to see your precious face, just to talk to you! I love you, Bobby! Momma~

I love you, Bobby!

My sweet baby boy, here I am again. Two years have gone by
I feel like it was just yesterday. That such a cliche; everyone says that. But the time has gone by so quickly. I don't cry so much anymore. And I feel quilty about that. I guess I've cried SOo much these past two years. I'm running low on tears, but they're always there for you. Always! I don't think my tears will ever run dry for you.

I miss you my precious, precious son. God, what I'd give to see you're face again! Feeling your arms around me; you gave the best hugs!
I miss how you would answer your phone, "Hey me momma. What cha doing?" Or, wat-sup!

Oh Bobby,

I think about you often old friend!

So handsome...what a beautiful son you have waiting for you. Susan, I think of you everyday, as a friend and as a mother to a son also. Love you, girl

My precious son. Not a day goes by that I don't think of you. To hear your voice, or to feel your arms around me, hugging me, and me you, just rips my heart out of my chest. I am so proud to call "My son!" I was/am so proud of the man you became. I will never stop missing you. Just saying your name out loud causes an ache in my heart that I know will never stop. But I love saying your name no matter what it does to my heart! I hope you can hear me when I tell you "I love you, Bobby every day, several times a day. I can sometimes hear you say, "I love you too, Momma! I miss though text messages that would just say, "I love you, Momma. It was just your way of letting me know you were thinking about me. I miss you, Bobby. Oh God, how I miss you. You have no idea! Or maybe you do. I hang onto the day I will see you again. When it's my time, I look forward to you meeting me at the the door of Heaven. Until then, just know you will forever be on my mind. I can't say, I love you, enough. Love, Momma