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February 24, 2023
February 24, 2023
If I would have known that you wouldn’t be here anymore, I would have made the moments last a little longer, cause now I am alone, and you are just a memory in my mind!
#RIPBobbyPillay
Always loved & missed.
#Gonebutneverforgotten
https://youtu.be/K4MXU0HP3KU
February 23, 2023
February 23, 2023
Pappu -It was very hard for me to write to you, not that i forgot about you.
it just seems like it was just recently we were celebrating my bday and mom/dad annivarsary ....
I remember, we came back from our movies bing.... and you ended up BBQ just like you did every chance you get.....
I remember saying to myself....oh Gosh....BBQ again...lol ..........
Little did i know that i would forever crave your BBQ for the rest of my life.

Even though we had short time together...
We had alot of good times, and build alot of memories
I miss our play fights, our arguments, our movie dates and late night Denny's run
my faviorte was when we use to go shopping together and you would tell me how ridiculus i looked in my big baggy pants and i should dress more like a girl...
oh the good time..... hahahaha

Just know that no matter how long its been or how busy our lives get-
You are forever loved and forever missed by your Dad, Mom And Sisters,
Your memories and laughter will always be in our hearts.
I love you my Angel -
Please continue to watch over our family until we meet again. .



February 22, 2023
February 22, 2023
It’s been 24 years today since you’ve been gone. They say time heals and things get better as time goes by, but that is not the case. There is no special cure for those aches in my heart that never seem to go away. I always feel there is a missing piece in my heart where you should be, and wish you were still around.
I guess the hardest part was learning to live without you! 
I love you & miss you soooooooo much.
Rest in peace big bro. ️

Always in my heart.
-Ash

This candle is for Bobby in his sweet memory
November 1, 2022
November 1, 2022
#Happy50thBirthdayInHeaven
Missing you comes in waves of tears, but on your birthday, it's a little harder not to get lost in them.
Today we will not be sad. Instead, feel blessed at all the epic birthdays we were able to spend together.
Happy heavenly birthday Bobby.
We miss you everyday & wish you were here. Until we meet again, we will celebrate your special day, reminiscing in all the good times God had given us with you. #FlyHighInHeaven
#November1st #AllSaintsDay
#TopGun #RIPBobbyPillay
#Alwaysmissed & #ForeverLoved
#Heavenly23rd
#BobbyPillay #AshishPillay #Bobbys50thBirthday
July 26, 2022
July 26, 2022

“23 years without you has been a painful journey.”
I miss you bro! Not a single day goes by without me thinking of you!

Eternal rest grant unto him, O Lord,
and let perpetual light shine upon him. May he rest in peace.
Amen
February 22, 2022
February 22, 2022
In loving memory of #BobbyPillay
“Chitthi na koi sandesh, jaane woh kaun sa desh, jahan tum chale gaye.”

It’s so hard to believe you left us 23 years ago! Our hearts still ache with sadness, and many tears still flow. What it meant to lose you, no one will ever know. We hold you close within our hearts,and there you will remain, To walk with us throughout our lives, until we meet again.
May God rest you in peace.
#gonebutnevereverforgotten
#foreverlovedandmissed
#RipBobbyPillay
November 1, 2021
November 1, 2021
Happy 49th Birthday to you in Heaven surrounded by angels as we reminisce & celebrate your life on earth Bobby.We think of you everyday and wish you were here to celebrate your special day. You are never forgotten, forever loved & always missed by mommy, papa, lil sis & I. 
#HappyBirthdayInHeaven #LifeofBobbyPillay
#MemoriesofBobbyPillay
#TopGunMaverick
#ForeverYoung 
November 1, 2021
November 1, 2021
Happy birthday to my one and only Bhaiya
Wish we can celebrate this special day with you.
You are so loved and missed by your truly.
There isn't a day we don't think of you and miss your presence ...
But i know your watching over us in heaven.
Our lives has moved on but have never forgotten how much you mean to us.

We love you so much and I'm happy to have shared those fond memories together as your sister..
I love you
❤❤❤
February 22, 2021
February 22, 2021
“His wings were ready, but my heart was not.” 
#BobbyPillay
Where do I begin.....
Who could have known that a knock on our door, 22 years ago, will forever change our lives!
          
February 22nd tears me apart in a million pieces every year and I wish I can erase this day from my memory. My heart aches for you everyday knowing you are never coming back & all I have left are memories of you. Although it’s been 22 years, the pain of losing you never goes away!
As the years go by, it just gets harder and harder. Just imagine if I feel this way, how does mom, dad & my little sis feel? The only comfort I find is, in your memories & keeping you alive through them. Losing you was/is the biggest heartache I ever felt. A heartache from which neither the family nor I, have ever recovered from. Behind our smile, there is always this pain & sadness that no one can see.
There are days when your memories bring a huge smile to our faces, than there are times when we are left with endless tears. Your tragic death not only devastated us to the core but it has left us with many unanswered questions!

Ahhh the memories of you....
I close my eyes and I can picture you, picture our lives in Ba & in Los Angeles. I remember the way you talked, the way you smiled. They say time can heal, but here we are...22 years later still going through the same pain.
The eerie words you spoke to mom on Feb 21st, just 24 hours before you died, has stayed with me! I close my eyes and can literally hear you utter those words to mom!
When mom asked, where are my flowers? Bobby responded, “Don’t worry maa, very soon, I will fill your house with flowers.” Little did we know then, that hours later, his words would come true. Flowers started coming with sympathy notes from all over. I can never forget what Bobby did & said to each one of us ...hours, days, weeks & months before he died! Sometimes, I wish my memory wouldn’t retain every detail.
I can’t forget his words to me either! Who would have known those words would impact me for the rest of my life!
Bobby was quite slick lol 
he always tried to save gas in his car but then take off with my mustang for a couple of hours and bring it back on E. 
And I would get so mad and say, “Bobby, why do you always do this to me?” to which he replied, “Oh,but these are the things, you will miss about me.”

He was right... I do miss that!!
Oh,how I wish he was still around to annoy me over and over and we’d have our arguments over the car ⛽️ or something more stupid!
There are so many memories of us that I replay in my mind because that is all I am left with, pictures and memories of you bhai. You had the biggest heart & would give the shirt off your back if you had to, feed the homeless by 405 Fwy or buy stuff from the street vendors just so you could make someone’s day better! These are just a few of the memories to name. I miss Bobby’s over protective yet caring heart. I miss him bugging little sis with the dirty sock! I miss his laughter and the jokes, his tricks & mischievous ways. I miss the 3 of us getting hit by mom’s wooden spoon or laughing together at papa’s famous line,”Tum log nai suddhrega,” when we watched sports instead of doing chores. I miss Bobby’s bbq’s. I miss our family get togethers. Hell, I miss everything about you Bobby & wish I had one more chance to tell you, just how much I love you big bro. You were one in a million!
I don’t mention you to others as much as I used to [I don’t wanna sound like a broken record or bore others] but I miss you & love you. One day I will see you again. Until then I pray over your soul. I lift you up in prayer for the Lord to rest you in peace.
In Bobby’s words-
“Live for the day.”
Make memories with your loved ones because you never know what tomorrow can bring!
Always loved, missed & never forgotten by mommy, papa, little sis & I & our families.
#AshishTeriYaadMein
#BobbyPillay #RIP
#February22nd
#KabhikhushikabhiGum
https://youtu.be/pFjAXHmjxQk
November 1, 2020
November 1, 2020
My dearest big bro, Though we miss you always, each & everyday, It seems to hit us even harder Because it is your birthday today!
We send messages to Heaven, to the place where you are, carried to you upon a prayer,
with sweet tender love and care.
We love & miss you very much. 
#BobbyPillay #48
#HappyBirthdayinHeaven 
#Gonebutneverforgotten
#Inthearmsofanangel
#RIPBobby 
February 22, 2020
February 22, 2020
Dear Bobby,
It’s hard to believe 21 years have gone by without you. 
Missing you isn’t the problem, It’s knowing that YOU ARE NEVER COMING BACK that is killing us everyday. They say that time heals everything but we as a close knit family know that it doesn’t. The heartache we felt then is still with us today. 21 years later this day still stirs up emotions in our hearts like no other. There are no words to describe
What it meant to lose you. The hardest part is not knowing why?
Until we meet again,
May you rest in Paradise.
Forever loved & Always missed by your loving sisters, Mom & dad.
   
#BobbyPillay
February 22, 2018
February 22, 2018
We miss you Bobby
It’s so hard to believe that many years have gone by without you! Here we are ...19 yrs later, still feeling shattered in a million pieces from losing you.
I have kept you alive in my heart & in my home. My kids never met you but they both know all about you.
To some extent our lives have moved on, but only we know how many times our hearts still ache with sadness.
I have seen mom wail, I have seen dad shed silent tears, I have seen our lil sis weeping for you. I just wish that I could turn back the time so you could still be here, ALIVE. I wish to hug you & never let go. No one will ever truly know what it was like for our family to lose you. No one can ever replace you Bobby!
I don’t show it but my soul cries deeply. It tears my heart apart when I think of you & how your life ended. So many questions to this day that are left unanswered but I believe that everything will be revealed in God’s timing! “Fear them not,for there is nothing covered that shall not be revealed, and hid that shall not be known.” ~Matthew 10:26
May God rest you in eternal peace.
#AlwaysMissed & #ForeverLoved
#RIPBobbyPillay 
November 1, 2017
November 1, 2017
Thinking of you on your 45th Birthday
in Heaven bhai.
Though we miss you always, we miss you more today because it is your birthday and you are soooo far away. You may not be here to celebrate but we always do.
On this day we reminisce with smiles and frequent tears, as we think of your memories and wish you were still here.
#HappyBirthday May God rest you in eternal peace.
February 22, 2017
February 22, 2017
Bobby Pillay There isn't a day that goes by without us thinking of you. 18 years have gone by since we last laid our eyes on you & heard your voice, & laughed on your silly jokes for the last time :(
Never in a million years would we have thought that you would leave us so suddenly and so abruptly, gone without saying goodbye.
~Revelation 14:13~
We all miss you very much!
May God rest you in eternal peace.
~Isaiah 57: 1-2~
#TuYaadNaAayeAisaKoiDinNahi
#GoneTooSoonButNeverForgotten
#AlwaysMissed & #ForeverLoved
November 1, 2015
November 1, 2015
Happy Birthday to you in Heaven Bro. Just thinking of you and wishing you were here to celebrate your 43rd bd with us. May god continue to rest you in peace. We miss you so much and love you even more.
Gone but never forgotten.
February 9, 2015
February 9, 2015
I miss you bro. May God rest you in peace.
February 22, 2014
February 22, 2014
Missing you everyday my dearest son. May god rest you in peace. Tomorrow is another sad reminder that you are no longer with us and that it has been 15 long years and living with such agonizing pain. Love you always and forever son - Mom & dad.

"I wish Heaven had a phone so I could hear your voice again. I thought of you today, but that is nothing new. I thought about you yesterday and days before that too. I think of you in silence, I often speak your name. All I have are memories and your picture in a frame. Your memory is a keepsake from which I’ll never part. God has you in His arms, I have you in my heart.
February 22, 2013
February 22, 2013
February 22nd brings us so much pain!
14 years today is yet another sad reminder that someone out there knows all the answers to our questions, yet breathing freely without any care! That one tragedy has left us with so much despair! Gutwrenching heartache.
May the lord see to it that justice prevail, eventhough at has long been delayed!
November 1, 2012
November 1, 2012
Happy 40th Bday to you in the Heavenly realms brother!
It is just so hard not seeing you on your bday and celebrating with you. If I had one wish granted, it would be to see your loving face & hearing your voice again. Missing you terribly & loving you forever.
November 1, 2012
November 1, 2012
To my darling brother... Each day that passes by I wonder if one day you will just walk thru the door and make all our sorrow disappear..You are truly missed - you may be gone but not forgotten... - you will forever live in our hearts - I love you and wish you a very happy birthday in heaven our sweet little Angel.
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November 1, 2012
November 1, 2012
Happy Birthday to you Betta!
Today you would have been 40 yrs old! Wish you were here with us to celebrate. We are lighting a candle for you today to celebrate your life with loving memories of you.
My heart aches everyday for you, but on a day like this, it is far beyond the words can describe. Love u forever
February 10, 2012
February 10, 2012
Losing you was the most excruitiating pain I ever suffered, pain that has been with me ever since. It has been 13 years since you left us.
My dearest son I love you and miss you every second of my life. Until we meet again, may god rest you in peace.

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