I miss u so much u will never know. I know there was times I wasn't the best daughter and times when I got older we had our ups and downs,but if I could go back I would never had gave u any trouble. God took u way to soon and never gave me the chance to tell u how much I love u and I'm so sorry for any heartache I may have caused u.  U will never know how much I miss and love u. There are days I wanna call u and ur not there. I listen to voice mails u left me and even though I wish I would have answered every call I hold those messages in my heart so I can hear ur voice. I know u are up there with Casey and my dad plus granny and paw paw and of course Anthony but I wish u were here with me. God knows I wasn't ready to loose u. I just pray I make u proud and I'm trying my best but it's so hard to try and not give up ,cause I wanna be their with all of u. I want u to know I love u more than u will ever know and my heart brakes everyday I have to go without u. I know one thing I have to be the one person who has the best angels looking out for me. R.i.p.momma and I will be there with u before u know it. Madison and nick miss u so much and don't worry about Dakota ed is going just fine with him. Til we meet again I love u.